current thoughts
finding the right direction, the direction that leads my path. innocence in a child. simple minds. don't complicate things. who's real in present life? will you scream at me if you hate me? maybe i should. yes, and i'm surfing the web. promise not to be so fickle :D one more step. lift me and i will be there.

You're not dark!!! Did you take the quiz just to
discover that? I mean, you must be some kind of
angel to get this result between all the
darkness...

Please rate ^^


What kind of dark person are you?
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in yip's house now...listening to Elva Hsiao's 'Wen'... so nice :) haha sheryl kam looking at me like i siao like tt... haha we recorded our version of the phantom of opera... damn funny :D
so happy that rama complimented our class play and everyone was saying it's so funny... yay! yuck sounds egoistic... EGO... yee...
wah hope vball win ar... lalala
anyway class ar, CLASS IS BORING! but only the rama thing was nice :) not the test lar...


Current thoughts
When can i go home? i wanna surf more of the net ar! did they win??? haha, what to buy for birthday presents? I'm not going to die this year ! 'O' levels is fun, and wenxin's phrase, ISMAIL ROCKS! hahaha

i s m a i l r o c k s

Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)


What Emotion Dominates you?
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wah can my friends see it? ( o. 0 )

haha i'm back.. yay so many days since i have written... SPASTIC!
ohya, we won Northbrooks 55-10, easy lar :) stand there get ball and shoot...

phantom of the opera
haha watched the rehersals, not bad... so sad i cant be in any part of the play...last year in school already, hmm, and the whole thing wasn't taped down! pek chek ar, i wanted to ask chung to duplicate the tape for me...*sigh~ but NOT BAD NOT BAD... joseph forgot his lines, but it was comical anyway... yip told me shaoxun was very 'ji dong' ar as the dad :) hahaha

so what happened this few days?
aiyo diana chew, sorry ar, tt day i went for rehersal then i abandoned you and weizhen~ haha and your present too! The Ng and Ong's marriage pic! and the temple! haha :)


Current thoughts
loving school until now. play's exciting and taking up time off from school work. exhausted from physical and mental torture. struggling through school work and thinking of what to say to stay away from eternal boredom

my com is going to be spoilt soon, especially the monitor. a long time since i updated this blog, about 4 days?? Mr chew gave us hongbaos leh! haha can't believe there is money, i am so touched. THere's only two dollars inside, but also a note to all of us. Haha grace and i bought a pumpkin for him!! haha, but he left early--peng! aiyo, got to know Boyuan better on chinese new year, haha... hmm so about the direction thing? live life to the fullest yars. hmm, lily came today ar, biased lar, talked to her new friend so much. Oh, suddenly remember haven't called dorisa... :p
suddenly like stacie orrico alot! There's gotta be more to life? Old song considerably though.I don't know, suddenly lost interest in school things, and getting more interested in netball... my world now revolves around the tv, the piano, the computer, my stef sun cds, my homework, my 'so-called' friends...

on my mind...
do songs represent thoughts?
does birth leads to death vice versa?
which jc will i go?
where are ...

shopped the whole day yesterday. btw, happy lunar new yr!!!

unexplainable things, let them be.

hmm we had netball today--the daisy tan carnival and we got first! The 'c' div got 3rd!


audrey hepburns beauty tips
[i saw it on another blog]
For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child run his or her fingers through it once a day.
For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never
walk alone.

People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed and redeemed; never throw out anyone.

Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you'll find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands, one for helping yourself, the other for helping others.

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen
from in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.

The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mode, but the true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows.


so what do you think??

Poem?
Morning jog + Morning walk.. with 2 hovering twin towers ??
saturday woke up, fresh and bright
met up with lianghock and melissa in the morning for a jog
to practise 2.4 is our real intention
but it finally led to a natural trail

lianghock and melissa ran first
because i was late (sorry)
and when in search of lianghock
i revive childhood on a swing

our clothes were the same
as if we were on the way to a funeral
white top and black shorts?
fifa world cup, pikachew and flowers.

lianghock bought drinks for us
while me and melissa stuck to the fitness corner
parallel bars made me feel i am short
but melissa paid $2.30 for the drink? (haha)

walk walk walk
and a little squirral we spot (cute)
walk walk walk
carpark, bishan park sec, condos, pierce, and back to park

tiring but fun
the twin towers and pentagon
walking along and jogging (a little)
understanding between one another increased ^^

:: i.will.walk.through.this.by.myself.alone ::

-dingdong- scribbled at 1/17/2004 03:33:11 午後
erm as you can see, jessie wrote that! loved the walking, do nothing lar. whahaha. suay, paid $2.30 for a drink... waste my money... haha jessie lim ar, you must run more leh!!!

running jogging walking, found my destination.

Make that power of four! You are a witch.


What are you (demon, witch, whitelighter) on Charmed?
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haiyo. didn't watch charmed. suay ar these few days. guess what, after netball one bird shitted and you know the result. haha. yesterday was worse. david ong was there saying very loudly that i am too tall and i jia bu chu qu le. (as in cant find bf) so diu lian and the edwin goi was there laughing. haiyo. glad i survived the past few tests. no, i think i have flunked both ar. chem was okay except for the terrible MCQ, physics, i haven't finished drawing. cham. aiya, think i should study more. and harder.
luckily netball we got a very easy group, and i really hope we can get first in North Zone again! sickening, we can't put our names on the jersey, and it is red lor. RED leh. everyone opposed me to vote for that colour. looks like Northland leh.
wah sian ar, diana chew not here. my lameness decreasing le. the latest lame joke is the 'how do fish laugh' question. oh ya, cheryl tong and another person, dunno who, called me to go out for the defending, it was all but a sabotage and Ms Ng said i wanted to volunteer. aiyo, these fews days got teased by them for uncountable times, but we learnt the "yo yo, wassup?" [muahahaha]
class ar, can see everyone is so lethargic these days, especially chi hoe, when he was like reciting the students' creed, sheryl and i thought he was very pale. (like going to faint ar)...
hmm i guess, work hard for this year and then we can all relax for the next year. wahaha yes the study group is going to be a jogging group tomorrow! Jogging tomorrow with one tower anda pentagon! lalala.

Phoebe


:..:Which of them Charmed Ones are you? (pic for you at the end!):.
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Last car ride: mum
Last good cry: when i watched the show- how could i cry
Last library book checked out: the fifteen yr old girl story (dunno what's the title)
Last movie watched: ? as in cinema movie, it is down with love (i dun like cinemas)
Last book read: The rescue- Nicholas sparks
Last curse word uttered: bitch (isit a curse?)
Last beverage drank: plain water. haha.
Last food consumed: sausage bun =x
Last crush: hmm
Last phone call: cant remember
Last TV show watched: channel U show.
Last shoes worn: converse shoes
Last CD played: mixed.
Last item bought: food? i guess.
Last download:come clean hilary duff
Last annoyance: tt b**** (NOT CHUNFEI) haha
Last disappointment: always
Last soda drank: i cant drink cold water cos of my ear
Last thing written: importance of micro organisms
Last key used: s
Last words spoken: hmm
Last sleep: i woke up bout 6 am plus
Last ice cream eaten: ice creams are cold.
Last time amused:crap tok with chunfei and gang
Last time wanting to die: when i scored like shit.
Last time hugged: teddy bear counted?
Last chair sat in: now. on the chair. typing.
Last lipstick used: ??
Last poster looked at: dunno.
Last web page visited: blogs.
1 MINUTE AGO: writing this thingy.
1 HOUR AGO: playing com! tv! bio!
1 DAY AGO: slacking.
1 WEEK AGO: swearing tt we have too much hmwk.
1 YEAR AGO: how can i ever live till sec 4
I HOPE... i am healthy till at least old age.
I HIDE... under my blankie. haha.
I DRIVE...in my dreams.
I MISS.... YOU! haha. (- - )ll
I LEARNED... human knowledge.
I THINK...i must not slack so much ;)

haha lame. tt's the end of the thing.

hey i'm back. i broke history by comming back to blog for 3 times. siao liao. attempts to abandon this blog has failed. cos this is the only place that can accept my dumbness and crap. lalala. u can't hurt me.
jessie is so sad. hmm. so odd. she's to me, a joyful, cheerful figure who can survive in any condition. feeling lost too? these days, you get no direction. studies come first. remedials second. homework third. hmm. it all revolves around studying. A bit more there will be suffocation, not physically, but mentally. Talked to Mich in the morning before chemistry, and I sort of realised I have to study doubly hard for the year. The 'O' levels. Seems PSLE is just over. I don't understand why the heck we have so many examinations. Just like learning piano, the motive is to relax right? But they have exams! which add stress and needs cash and stuff. takes time, gets scoldings. examinations defeat the purpose of relaxation. exams as a guide to where u stand? that's bloody crap. you can judge for yourself. back to the school examinations, it is worse. when do you actually need to use logarithms for your job unless of course you are a teacher or a mathematician or high professional that i have never heard before. what we are actually studying now is just basic foundation to where you want to go. when do we actually get to specialise into the area that we want to work in? university? that means some of us don't even get to study what we want to work as. pathethic right? and now we are studying education in social studies, and development in geog. aiyo, just be the old housewife and stays at home, doing the housework, will it be better? wah, just be like 'old' diana chew and sheryl kam, just get married and be the tai tai lar. that's much better.
and of course, what you think is your future will be the best for yourself. The beauty belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams. haha. i'm trying to find my direction here.

lost. +
pics. +
links below. + (right hand side)
stupid mike was taking photos of my odd expressions.
ng wasn't here again.
stupid lar.
and then we will be slow for math again.
as usual.

heyx playing the song 'come clean' by hilary duff. haha heard it on chihoe's blog. it's so nicE! so i decided to put it on my blog. okok. i'm copying u. :) oh the song's also on huifang's blog. haha. the song is just so NICE! hmm. just watched the mtv though. kind of slow moving. hmm the book i borrowed, well, maybe it was rather relevant to me. haha it is a short story. so i dun have to read too much to finish tt. =x

haizzz just can't understand how you can excel in both studies and sports. pretty too. the beginning of a legendary figure? crap.
Yes and today is that mou mou ren's birthday. well happy birthday. gorilla was laughing at me during ss period. agree he got uglier. but disagreed that his character is gone. don't think so lar. if gorilla is reading this she will start laughing again.
happy birthday sigh.
class better now, at least there's some form of communication going on. mrs chung played with us the game, well, it was kind of fun on such a boring day.

haha saw mr ong's sec 4 pic when he was in chinese high, he was in sec 4K '88! he wore huge spects! went to yip's house to do the bio thing, chunfei and sheryl too. i'm going crazy lar. so many remedials, trainings and stuff. HOMEWORK!!! going bonkers soon. hmm save me from this eternal hell. (sort of)

let me find my direction soon.

okok. cept for the stupid stuff. there're still things i dun understand. hmm. i think i wun be able to understand. hope ren ci can get the money they need :)! and, how i wish b div 2003 can last forever! :'(


You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.

"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."

Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.

As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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we won st nicks netball in the daisy tan carnival 12-7. yay. haha, but all is not over yet because the carnivalis postponed to next week. confident~ haha. oh ya, rgs is a good school. hmm u wun noe wat i mean. hahaha.
diana, liyan, annie and i took neoprints! haha we so tao! chio lar. hahaha. bhb. see for urselves lor. we natural tao people. hahaha.




odd poses huh. these are onli the odd ones. hahaha.

You represent... happiness.
Boy, are you full of cheer or what...? You have a
sunny disposition and enjoy trying to spread
your happiness. You have a tendency to be a
little hyper, but you have the ability to make
your own fun no matter what.


What feeling do you represent?
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changed my template again. can't stand reading my blog with the same old graphics. maybe i won't change this template. it's nice :). the song too.
Bryan is Jesmine's ex-classmate? Bryan is my tuition friend. Saw Lily's best friend Li Min from St nicks in my tuition class too. what a small world. people are kind of connected in Singapore i guess. everything's so small.

there'll be confusion before clarity-- that's what the relief physics tuition teacher said. the math class is full of RGS and RI people, and Yip has gone to another tuition centre, and had transferred to the sunday class. gosh and Grace and I had really nothing to do, we went to marks and spencer for tea. Yuck the almond and cherry tart is not nice at all. The cookie is yuck too. too sweet. Then i bought Gorilla's present! haha had to buy, cos she reminded me! hahaha.The present's very very lame!

YOU ARE PEARL THE SHARK!


!!!WHAT SPONGEBOB CHARACTER ARE YOU!!!
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crazy me trying out all the odd quizzes. suddenly feels lost? haven't really adapted to 2004. Time pasts so slowly. Unlike 2003. didn't go to the campfire with Vanessa and Jessie cos it was kind of late. Rather slack at home. muahaha. yesterday ismail was there talking about people who will sacrifice themselves for the country. Guess what i said, edwin goi will be the first to run away, and wenxin and gang agreed with me. ( causes outbursts of laughter) ya, he is very mei you yong type of person. Even when Lian He caught the cockroach last time, edwin was there saying "ee so dirty" in mandarin. Hmm.....

finding direction finding strength to run away

'Lame-ass' PLEASE VOTE!!!


What Type of Lunatic are You? (With Cool Pics!!)
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gosh. i so agree!!! muahaha :D kidding...

Your fairy name is Bramble Goblindancer. You are a
bringer of riches and wealth. You live in leafy
dells and bluebell glades. You are only seen
when the bees swarm and the crickets chirrup.


what's your fairy name
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ohya ahgong, liyan, grala, and later Annie ganged up to trick me! They siad i had a lizard on my skirt, and i pathethically believed them. Great actresses lar. they laughed their heads off. Grr...

so many people went for councillor camp today, so bored in ms ng's class (math)... can't believe she warned us to take notes. Mike said she was TMD as me. peng. 4/2's noticeboard is really so nice, compared to ours. hmm...class is still as boring- though there were some small improvements. I guess i'm starting to like biology more after Rama told us how we 'evolved from bacteria' story. About how there was this 'soup' and she even acted out how monkeys became humans. muahaha.

sheryl and my version of phantom of the opera--
phantom: girly girly type... with the muahaha laugh ending with a cough...plucking flowers (i love u love u not)
christine: tomboyish--doing the 'yoyo' rap thingy

ok it's lame. :D

eh jiayou for the play anyway!

haha i'm back! so sian the whole secondary four life is like a maze. dunno hwere u're actually heading for... so many tests and stuff going on... there's the carnival in july, i'm so looking forward to. Remedials and stuff-forget it!
Class days are boring. moving from class to class is tedious. sitting position is extremely SIAN! can't you all see i am dying of boredom? ohya, sheryl and zhiyen discussed with me on various ways to die-- so many options ar! pessimists bah haha..life's unpredictable--u live for today!
hmm the usual people sleep lar... muahahha..yip ling, chunfei, tok more to me!!!

Your element is Air. You are an artistic person
with a unique sense of style. You are
intelligent; although prone to wonder in
thought which, prevents you from paying full
attention to most things, constantly active and
most likely like to sing. Constantly moving the
air is a force of nature. One moment you can be
a breeze the next a tornado.


What's your element
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finally found my chem textbk. This shows that i didn't study hard. haha.
yes, why will i be sad ar when the seniors leave? i thought it over last night, and made a mindmap. A MINDMAP! haha. mostly is about diana n ah pei gek(ah bee...)...

1.The netball camp, someone was finally being called 'kiasu', the cup noodles thingy, YANT TING!!! haha.plus the complaining. Diana Chew's feet kicked my head when i was sleeping, and many people had nightmares of ms ng...
2./3.Christmas party and shopping--the neocard, and THE DOG toy! aiyo...
4.Temple praying for good luck! the lucky 3 people. The toilet that ng's going to use after her wedding, the car with the cans, and the sign board!!!
5.Lesbian conspiracy--i shall not elaborate!
6.muahaha function and some others
7.Games--superman, psyduck thingy, number
8.Seoul garden! same skirt??? gogogogogo
9. Awards day!
10. Racial harmony day--first pics as dinho. (muahaha)
11.SCGS NOMAD- last day of conspiracy
12. Farewell party...plus the T-y-s!!!

haha tt's only a part of the things... hmm...

gosh. some people do not know that they are just plain lucky, and they still complain about it. tuition was fine. Kai Nam (or pui nam???) sat rather 'sort of beside me'. Grace on the left. The whole class is packed. But the teacher is great! Alicia was there complaining about my hair. Ya, i know it too, it's scary! hmm... found out from cleo's link--that fanbrock/chun kiat is Boyuan's friend... so qiao ar... Anyway life is rather unfair. some get the looks and the brains. plus the great stuff-- and they still complain bout it. oh ya, i hate the pics in the year book. yucky.

affinity is not what you can chase. it will just bump right smack into u.

cya.

Grease!


What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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changed my layout again? the archives thingy cannot work...
hmm really have to get used to sec 4 life.. it should be more fun than what i think... shouldn't be work all day right?

First day of school. Ong is our PE teacher! Ismail became our geog teacher too! Mdm TOng became our Chemistry teacher..yay...(like shit) haha... TOng is gd lar...
anyway found diana chew's bae yong jun table in class! Sitting with SHaoxun, Samantha and Yiwen. Going to be sian i think. Samantha and Yiwen will be sleeping again! hmm... Went to Miss Ng SQ's class for English (2nd class)..quite cham to see kenneth outside asking me why i went to the second class lar. HM... pathethic english only got B3 last year, but with Miss Ng, gonna improve! muahaha. shit one of my ears is hard of hearing!

happy new year!
anyway farewell yesterday hope u all liked it!

The seniors

When Miss Ng scolded us, Peiwen was there to guide the team as the leader. She also made us laugh with her extremely odd girly laughter. hehehehehe.

Diana Chew the horse! Duchess! Kiasee! The vice-captain, hmm HARDWORKING lar... Remember the camp night? Everyday buhaoxiao one! Lame ar! hahaha..
so many buhaoxiao things happen...lesbian? hmm... luckily u are not ar... cup noodles? ya lar.. oh ou xiang too! hmm...

PeiGek the left-right. The superman. The Bat'woman'. blablabla. Plus YUE NAN! still think u look like him. muahaha.Eat more garlic chilli ar!

YanTing the sheep! So fair always. You like Sun Yan Zi too much liao. And didn't know in class u were so fiercE!

HuiQin the manager! Haha always helping ask one. Remember in sec 2 u so fierce! hahaha.

anyway diana chew thanks ar! hmm... *touched*... muahaha... actually i guess everyone wanted to cry yesterday... hope u all will be back soon! frens forever!