tomorrow=next year.

so i shall do all the things that i should do TOMORROW. =.="! i don't want to be old, i don't want to grow up, i don't want to be 19 that's like so OLD. i want to be happy, i want to have more good friends, i want to SAVE MONEY(for plastic surgery), i want to do well in my studies, i want to play hard and study smart, i wanna shrink, i want to AVOID BEING DEPRESSED, i want to type that 2007 has been a fulfilling year on 31st dec 2007 and not cheat myself, i want to be CLASS LEADER VOTE FOR ME cos my cca is now useless, i MUST NOT BE THAT LAZY!hahaha and i SHALL NOT LOOK SO DAO OR GIVE ANY SIAN DIAO FACE. FROM NOW, I WILL BE :D :) SMILING AT YOU. hahahahaha.

new yr resolutions?

whatever!(yeah rite)

im feeling abit kisiao typing this.

penguin lu sent me this.hahahha. THIS IS NOT BREAD DO NOT EAT -.-"!

hahaha HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!:D

haha went to meet darren for the "last time" before he becomes botak lol!loy wendy braddy were there too.he drove me for the first time!damn cool la can drive. i think i will fail.... okay never mind. aft that met huiling chenyin and yickloong at the new ntuc to buy the bbq food.=.="!

thought that this quote was quite nice, somemore found in NTUC hahaha. COOKING IS LIKE LOVE.IT SHOULD BE ENTERED INTO WITH ABANDON OR NOT AT ALL.

lalala.

and cos we didn't find wat we wanted we went to GIANT at marine parade i think. lol CRAB ON THE LOOSE LA WTH!that small black dot thing there is the crab=.="!

so we had our bbq. the area has nice scenery but the mud and disgusting stuff spoilt everything. havent gotten the group pics and stuff. haha! i got MEL thingy from sab plus a cat cup, and a pretty white clutch bag thingy from val. but my fav is debbie and ang's hp angel accessory!and it's red!matches my phone lol:D and the girls' sang this chinese song dunno wats the name. my most hated song of the year la wth.................... HAHAHA!kbox soon...!

AND....terrible news

SAY BYEBYE TO SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS. it flew out of my house yest!hahahaha and my maid went downstairs to look for it. how funny!hahahahhaa!diao!

same songs played.
different emotions run thru.
pictures of different faces.
wat u hear isn't wat u get anymore.
but dun ever despair, cos even serious things turn out right.
(see, spongebob is in that pic too:D hahahaha)
bbq later!

haha i just read jiamein's blog and it's like raining.. and dark. so it is like the perfect setting to think and think and make urself bothered. she was talking about netball national teams. then i realised every netballer has the hidden dream of getting into one- who doesn't want to be the best? but truthfully, i really think getting into one is rather meaningless if u wanna bask in the glory. cos the team mates in there are most likely ur WORST sch rivals [like those tt u will have to fight the hardest with]. although i think it's pretty cool having people all around singapore fight for a few spots in a under something team. and u can steal a few tips from some people. or like me, be VERY AMAZED by some people. i always do the stupid thing of standing there and go whoaaaaa hahaha.some people can really fly.people as fat as me can't. [or clap for people and get scolded LOL]ALTHOUGH I USUALLY SEE SOME DAMN SEH NETBALLER AND GO WHOA hahahaha. and then aft the whole thing they call ur no. and u are asked to report.then u're hit by "wah im in national team" but people like me will snap back to reality when u see people run faster than u jump higher than u and more seh than u. hahaha.or run like alot WTH.

thus i conclude the best thing tt can happen to u apart of having maybe good frens in the national team, is that u can tell people "im from under blablabla". erm although some of the people still make me very AMAZED. hahaha.

i tried to read some physics notes today. can't get anything into my brain. irritating!

it's like freaking difficult to meet up with many people these days. class outings fail because of work, or going to find work scenerios!wat will happen in ten years when all of us work??? we will just drift apart and live our own lives and maybe i'll send u a christmas card aft ten years telling u tt we will meet up SOMEDAY but the day never comes! that's like so sad la.and then today i woke up, maybe because today's seeman's birthday. i realised my p6 gang of like alot of gossipy people suits me the most la HAHA. and wth.....all the xmas cards from p6
people talked about MR VOLDEMORT hahahahhaa.grrr bonding bonding!

and in 2007 i will cherish 30/06more LOL!:D

the internet is screwed la makes me irritated. anyway just caught night at the museum. quite a funny show :D

wanted to do homework today but in the end i just tried to pack my clutter aside. tried.haha.ive concluded tt im not a good spy. i havent located someone that i want to find for about a week now.lol.seems like this person "never existed" in that school. and last night's prata-ing. what a weird combi and i was super suayyyyyyy because of someoneeeeee. haha.
GRR RAIN RAIN GO AWAY!!!

some quizzes fr sab's blog

You Are 89% Feminine, 11% Masculine

You are totally in touch with your feminine side. Chances are, you are a very typical woman. And if you're a guy, then you're just super sensitive.

Are You Masculine or Feminine?

You Are 44% Angry

Generally, you are not an angry person. But you're easily frustrated and enraged. You have one heck of a temper. And because of your anger, you tend to feel resentful and even spiteful. You already know how to quell your anger. You just need to do it more often.

How Angry Are You?

hahaha tt shows tt im nasty.
and i realised.. it's always easier to look from the outside instead of being blindly caught in a situation.

happy boxing day! spent xmas at sonia's house. before that met loy for some "xmas shopping" hahahaha im once again sorry for my indecisiveness. LOL! then abit more xmas shopping again with wilopo. erm at sonia's house we played the piano,with her dog, played some stupid game "pls raise ur hand if u haven't had a crush on a girl" OKAY. lol. then.. jiamein, angeline and joti came. yup and there was this CUTE BOY FIVE YEARS OLD LA hahahaha took me to find his "cousin" which turned out to be sonia's dog freckles and hugged the dog like madness. HAHA. tt was about it la. other things cannot type here hahahhaa.

HAHAHA! had fun at zhiwei's house yesterday. although my present for him.. may not be very suitable and er looked abit obscene with the blinking lights. but overall it is cute la!hahahaha (better than underwear OKAY). met the j1 netballers at j8 to pass them their stuff and had gift exchange. haha. then met farmer plus xx(who wore formally to suit the GLAM theme that i was unaware of). haha.. bought julia a patrick balloon and when i got there she bought me a floating spongebob balloon(that people on the bus later identified as"SPONGEBOB!!" on the bus and is hitting my face while im tying this =.="!) and she gave me this final destination 3 poster which my brother has more interest in!hahaha wth, the movie that julia and i ran away from. LOL! i gave her a dog with a soccer ball HAHA.anyway piong gave me something nice too with my name MEL FU. lol.and that xx and farmer!wth.xx gave me a skeleton figurine which was quite cute cept for what he wrote "THE MEL FACE" (thanks!) hahaha. and farmer gave me this cup and ANOTHER MEL FACE. thanks lor. and i got lizhen's present for gift exchange. hahaha.

and we played charades!we're supposed to guess things related to xmas but how come there's WEIXUE??? lol. it was potluck so there were many things to makan la. haha.I SHARED PIZZA WITH SOME PEOPLE ALR. lol.and erm lighted candles. tried to have some atmosphere with the xmas song playing in the background. haha."everyone's first impressions" HMMMMMM. how come they all say i looked ah-lian? or dao? or fierce? IM LIKE SO GUAI AND INNOCENT AND SWEET LOOKING (yeah rite) HAHAHAHAHA. :D then suddenly there was ghost story telling ANTI CLIMAX............

hahaha it was fun la!heh heh.

hahaha im back from shopping! i bought all the presents. i really really really spent alot of effort choosing..cept maybe zw's present.. haha SO I PRAY THAT U ALL WILL LIKE IT. anyway the whole time i was walking ard the shop, asking loy how isit, then when he said that it was okay i decided to walk out of the shop and er.. went back to the shop again. hahaha it's good to shop for urself and not walk behind someone's back. then met meiying and peisi.peisi..from hockey? hmmm. cant believe for two years, training at the same track.. never seen her before until today..well we talked for like 2 plus hours at cathay. haha and now im back here. quite satisfied. heh heh. tmr's the netball and 30/06's party.. and i have like how many xmas cards to write! haha. cya tmr people!:D

oh ya and jessie lim con me to eat lunch with her and ah pek. after lunch then she went back to work. and that pek lianghock i wanted to strangle him but some girl blocked me hahahaha. the bad treatment increases with each increasing year. they are directly proportional. YUCKS LA. hmph! i think aft playing pool with hock kl and yilin triggered his suanning. HELLO IF U ARE READING THIS TREAT ME BETTER! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeks! wat's 12 years of frenship for huh!!!:p

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

secret place. hahaha.
die! i haven bought val/sab/zw/aileen's present. im deaddddd la!!! no money la!!!and i dunno wat to buy!! haha and i shall not be so influenced by people any more!! and wth sonia's mum invited wilopo and i to her house for xmas dinner. sch's going to start soon.. and although i have like ALOT of homework left, and im not doing anything about it for now.. i look forward to school hahahaha. slap me thank u!

i'm back! there were a few memorable events la. but the whole trip i was damn antisocial. lol! didn't really bother to talk to anyone. i think i must grow up cos i cant do many things! everything never see before =.="! hahaha.and there were these two brothers, one of my age la. who ate lunch and dinner with my family everyday and i only talked to them on the last day. hahaha. lame. okay never mind. omg la i tried the parachute thing. it's like the speedboat will move and i will like "fly around". and er the person dragged me to the sea, seeing how "brave" i was. hahaha. and the impact was BIG man. and that experience caused me to be the first to be injured amongst the dunno how many hundreds of people. damn suay. haha. and when i arrived on the platform everyone was looking at me. i thought i cut my eye or something when this person beside me said that the cuts on my face were SERIOUS. but whatever i was disfigured for two days =.="! LOL.

and i held a tiger cub. haha i think i become not so hum these days. hahaha. and shopped like crazy. but i wanna go shopping today too!!! :D shall do this quiz from sab's blog. think i've done it before but anyways..the results damn different!

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		9
Acts of Service:		8
Receiving Gifts:		5
Physical Touch:		4
Words of Affirmation:		4

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

haha today met some of the sec 4 people at the new macs for breakfast to send bear off. he was so depressed la lol! super funny. then we went to his house and played with his msn. declared him gay.and helped him to confess his love to chihoe. lol! we played daidee which i lost all the way until i avoided the bad fengshui place.haha. we all witnessed bear's hair cutting process. super funny! omg. wth la he has so many soft toys that he can't bring. and we took so many spastic pictures of him. =.="!

i want to go to that nike sale at expo!diana asked me last nite and i thought i will be going for bowling but i didn't. and xueqin called me just now but i ate medicine and cant be bothered and just went to sleep. braddy yeo's going to work there on sat and sun! but too bad im not in singapore. anyway life these days not very exciting either! so many people overseas or working! so bored la!eeeeeks.i'm going to miss 30/06's SL! and someone pls organise mahjong outings!:D
oh and i registered for theory test yesterday.haha.

today i got a xmas card addressed to BEAUTYFU haha :D

NETBALL BBQ/CHALET!





tt hanisah din want to talk to me!




the seniors!!




lookin' strong!

lookin' sweet and nice

lookin scary (abit murderous)

lookin' muggerish. supposedly haha.

lookin gross
can see my "black"nails hahahaha!

lookin' like sonia.. supposed to be a sexy look but whatever!haha.

happy

group pics!:D




OHMAN! wheres the pic where i stood between the two 178 and finally look short! grrr. and yujing with her signature victory sign! lol. always makes me wanna laugh. LAUGH. lol.
TATA!:D




sometimes love just ain't enough.

i don't know if i should bother anymore.

and wthhhhhhhhh my old pics are super toot and ugly !

goodbye world!

random!

jay chou's tui hou lyrics. think the song is super nice and meaningful. someone asked me to grow up. and i think i should. but after the new year la. haha.

jessica liu in top 10! yay. she's super pretty la! :D and elvin ng too! super cute! the flop of the day is kelvin tan la please go away........................... eeeeeeeks!

hahahahahaha! took this from minyi's blog. she's always doing this kind of things. but i think this quiz is not true at all. oh and charlton was THRASHED how sad! hahaha. movie later!

cough NON STOP im going to dieeeeeeeeee! but anyway i aspire to be a happier, nicer, better person! hahaha cos im afraid of KARMA. and please let charlton win tonite. hahaha. :D oh and singapore won!

BLACKMAIL!!!!!!!!!!! muahahahahaa. hope singapore wins the final vs. png today for the four nations netball cup. :D

thinking time!
1.to join or not to join.
2.to go for it or to give up.
.
.
.
23 days to the new year.
if i go for it then i wont join. hmmm. my a math is lousy but i think no. 1 is a subset of no.2! hahaha i dunno la watever! LOL.

i can lose weight by eating alot and not joining netball. im PRO la! haha.

hello i cannot talk AT ALL. it sucks! i saw this somewhere. quite nice!

if not now, then when;

if not us, then who.

zai!

i lost my voice la. hahahaha. yip taught me and ryan some dance moves. but i think i learnt nothing. LOL! no more clubbing until next year. i prefer watching the soccer match instead la. CRISTIANO RONALDO is super shuai! LOL.

i heard this song on XX's blog. dont mind me copying u again lol! damn nice!
better together- jack johnson
There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? and where do we go?
And how come we're so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing its always better when we're together
MMM its always better when we're together
Look at the stars when we're together
Its always better when we're together
Yeah, its always better when we're together
And all of these moments
Just might find there way into my dreams tonight
But I know that theyll be gone
When the morning light sings
And brings new things
But tomorrow night you see
That theyll be gone too
Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find there way
Into my day to day scene
Ill be under the impression
I was somewhere in between
With only two
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be
We'll Sit beneath the mango tree

Its always better when we're together
Somewhere in between together
Its always better when we're together
Yeah, its always better when we're together

I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is no time,
And there is no song I could sing
And there is no, combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're Better together.

talked to someone's mum last nite and i introduced myself as MERYL. hahahahah just a random name la :D lol! the someone's mum is ultra friendly. i think i like aunties. LOL! yest someone told me about this pickup line
"do you have a raisin?"
"no, why."
"do you want a date instead?"

how come pick up lines are always so cheeeeesy!

"Kids, you tried your best and failed miserably.
The lesson here is never try"
- Homer Simpson.



diao! :D hahahahaha.

julia tan is in vietnam! left with the phrase "the only thing contstant in the world is change". what cleo used to write everytime. i think everyone's changing right now. maybe everything's changing everyday. only that im quite slow in realising. and that i cant adapt very well. haha. today's game at settler's cafe only showed that my reaction is quite slow la -.-"!

think think think.

tis' the season. i'm left with 27 days before the new year begins. this year has been a rollercoaster ride. with all the new faces to learn and good friends doing other things without me. the other day i was tempted to write to everyone for christmas but repeating same old things like "thanks ____" a million times prove to be quite meaningless. (although i am very grateful to people like fairy god mother who have been there for me all the while)

being 18. i think growing up sucks. truthfully.

i think what grow-ups do is stupid and meaningless. truthfully i even think clubbing is meaningless and a waste of time because of some people's not-very-secret motives. okay but if it's for drinking or dancing PURELY then HMMMM.(haha although i did go to try once for fun and am going for post prom. )

class. this whole year i have been in denial. at first i thought the class was okay, then i thought it was fun, then i thought it was childish and cheena, now i think the people in 30/06 are REAL haha. yes, i am fickle. i think it's the mahjong session we had that changed my opinion like ALOT.

netball. passion for my cca. maybe my laziness has won my determination and love for netball. this year was the year i truly felt the fighting spirit and the eagerness to win (sajc match). and a crazy bunch of people who are so similar to the sec sch gang. super kisiao. this part is so going to change next year. recrea netball.

good friends. This year i won't really lament that i have no friends. think i have made quite a few good friends, some even from netball. but this year i did gain and almost lost one of them due to my stupidity. that's the greatest regret. dont understand why i can talk to the D jeets due to our extreme differences ahhahaha but glad we can click. had outings with j2 good friends already after the As except i think ONE or TWO. that jiang lai la!! ahhahaha. oh i rekindled my old friendship with suan yip ling patrick too. hahaha. :D

next year i must study hard la!

over xmas i will wish hard that there'll be more eye candies! heck if they're like TWO years younger. hahahahahhaa :D

going out everyday makes going out mundane.

the kid on the LEFT looks like he/she is eating some shit ball la hahahahahha! oh well! LOL.

went out with the spongebob gang yesterday. scouted everywhere for a cam -.- cos i din bring my seriously damn big cam that i usually brought during sec 4 outings. hahaha what the hell la. everyone yesterday attacked me. except for bear who kept using that gay hand sign tt he said was "class". hahahahaha. what the hell. scandalise and got scandalised. lol! what the hell. they keep calling me ah hua. say im ah lian. and they purposely outcast me! then they said they wanted to play pool. walk all the way there and the place has become some carpet shop i think. hahaha. wth. die la fat fat fat !!! live for the present!! so erm. yeah. haha.


oh who lives in a pineapple under the sea? the classic spongebob/patrick/squidward pic.


:D


All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need -
won't you please bring my baby to me.

organising an outing is super be che. now dun have venue! grrrrr. be che be che. two methods. one is to type lots of :) :) :) to make people guilty and accept ur venue. OR number 2. "5pm orchard mrt. byebye." hahahahaha :D

when all fails threaten to pang seh.
muahahahaha. :X

yip bought 8 packets of potato chips for nothing! and wth i have ______ goofy's pictures la damn irritating! all thanks to BRADDY YEO GUO RONG YEO YI TING'S HUSBAND. lol!

and that foo zhiwei called me during work time again. super slack la. still tell me wat office tel. free and lunch hours flexible. hahahahhaa. super diao!

stayed at my grandma's house last nite after the sentosa outing! and now im at peiyong's house at BOON LAY. two tables of mahjong! hahahaha i was like losing damn terribly la and now khenglim has won back lots of money! yay. 5 tai.. hahahhaha. this place is like some gambling den la two tables of mahjong! :D


life now is damn different from what i thought it would be but it's good ya. hahaha. :D

i wanna watch the match tonight la! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

PAST FEW DAYS: GIRLS' OUTING/ NETBALL CARNIVAL/ MAHJONG AT LITING'S HOUSE/ PRATA WITH JIAMEIN/ TALK WITH COACH/ "GOING HOME TRIP" (orchard to home.. we took mrt to toa payoh, 88 to pasir ris, 88 to amk and walked home! -.- that caused someone to be rather sick. lol)

SENTOSA TOMORROW.
tempted to ps, but wont la. just feeling zzzzzzzzz TIRED!

OH MAN AND CHARMED! last episode. series finale! the ending was quite heartwarming. oh well good nite world.

it's always gooooooood to be high and with no strings attached :D
NEW LIFE HERE I COME MUAHAHAHAHHA though As are next year.

mahjong at andie's house with ragen, sab, deb, alan and his mum. hahhaa. played money. cos i quite lousy so i was like trembling la. hahaha. at first suddenly won alot. then andie hong combined with me. hahahha then suddenly i lost all the profits.(NOT BECAUSE OF HIM LA HAHAHAHAHA) then in the end i won like 2 plus. still must divide with hong xian ye -.-"! deb's the pro la.. at first lost so much, in the end won the most. hahaha.. don't ever play mahjong beside ragen la. the tiles he throw, always DAMN NICE.. HAHAHAHA. one observation made. the hong brothers have the same hairstyle cum specs! HAHAHAHA. hurry up i want thurs to come! :D

we love xmas what can you do?
hahahaha. my legs are aching la from all the walking. shopped. tried clothes.(FUN!)walked. bought budget stuff (food,clip,+++) cos no money. ate dessert!neoprints! super unglam. damn deprived la we all. but fun anyway! NICEEEEEE alcohol/liquor chocs!:D sleeping time! mahjong tmr hohoho.

SONG FROM HOEHOE'S BLOG.
12:59 Lullaby - Bedouin Soundclash
Album - Street Gospels

It’s silent in early morning,
The only sound is my breathing
As I lay awake not knowing,
Where it will be I’m going
But I know,
Time will slow,
At 12:59,
I sing lullaby
And if you want me to sing, you a song,
I know,
That there’s a 12:59 Lullaby,
Tonight
I'll see the next hour through,
It falls to the next so soon,
While my guitar waits for a tune,
Where are the songs played gone to?
And I know,
Time will slow,
At 12:59,
I sing lullaby
And if you want me to sing, you a song,
I know,
That there’s a 12:59 Lullaby,
Tonight
And if you want me to sing, you a song,
I know,
That there’s a 12:59 Lullaby,
Tonight

kuai le jiao= happy feet? nice.
yay 101 gatherings to come!
we're having this super dumb discussion online.

nice poem by beannie beary carrey:

ah hua likes to eat dou hua
one day she see a hua
so she pick the hua
then she go hua hua

super "HIGH CLASS".
madness! suan yip just called me ah lian. how horrible. then bear came up with ah hua. WAT NONSENSE!!! so now it's hua-chan. hahahha wah the chan makes it sound MUCHHHHH nicer.

THEY ARE DAMN MEAN LA.
spouted math equations that i havent learnt about. what hypothesis shit. yucks la! my brain can only comprehend things like 1=1 ; 1+1=2 ; x+y=1 HAHA.

physics today was -.-"! supposed to be from 8 to 12 but ended at 9 plus. so breakfast and then netball meeting. will be in netball till i transfer cca. kbox and shopping just now! haiyo some people just have the affinity. hahah see each other so faraway... ARRRR MY KEYBOARD SPOIL THE WINDOWS KEEP POPPING UP!! THE NARRATOR THING IS FREAKING ANNOYING! LOL!

I think I'll start a new life,
I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,
I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,
I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...
I think I'll go to Boston,
I think that I'm just tired
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...
I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice...
Boston...where no one knows my name...

someone described my class as domestic which is an apt description. hahahah no more indoor activites please, im dying of boredom! haiyo last night's show where the girl confessed to the guy on national tv.......known him for 10 years, and liked him for 5 years. my god thats damn long la! me my sis and my mum almost DIEDDDDD when she started to sing that song to that guy. and my mum was like that guy can be some actor.. okay out of point but wth, that girl's really BRAVE la. but if im the guy i will faint and die though. hahahaha. aiyer the programme so louya! HAHA!

dug out this pic from somewhere, due to wilopo taking a LONGGGGGG time to pass me the disc, and i havent really seen it until today. quite happy times before. although i wasn't that close and i hated studying with them hahaha. super stressful.

went ikea today to buy some stuff with the other 3 people as usual. haha.
i'm happy for loy braddy blablabla.. 'A's end tomorrow! okay 365 days more for me. :x.

You're the only one I ever believed in
The answer that could never be found
The moment you decided to let love in
Now I'm banging on the door of an angel
The end of fear is where we begin
The moment we decided to let love in
-goo goo dolls




TENNIS HERE I COME! hahaha. or maybe GUITAR but it doesnt suit me. ponder ponder.
IKEA tomorrow! today was shopping and pastamania with kit! super dumb la -.-"!

seems like it was yesterday

let me write down what we were asked to think about about netball in secondary school. should be the last time i'm doing this
what i learnt these two years for netball:
never to give up. you may be down by more than 5 goals but you can catch up in the end anyway. tried and tested. :) only match that i'm proud of this year. versus sajc. don't know why we only drew.
some tactics/strategies don't always work, must use your bloody brain thus coach's advice isn't always accurate. haha refer to rjc 3rd/4th playoff year 2005.hello bend can.haha.
skills training is much more important than physical training. though my stamina sucks and i run slowly and no strength hahahaha. our standard isn't that lousy la. we lack skills training. we attack too slowly,not as in speed but passes. too many passes. main 7 chosen too late.

HAHA i shall join a club soon la :) form some alumni or some shit. hohoho merry christmas!alrights, a little early. lol. hope there's the outing tomorrow!

runaway this time w/o you

second post of the day. seriously hooked onto songs by the all american rejects. nice! looking forward to next week and beyond next week, lots of fun to come. anything's FUN compared to my now oh-so-boring life. never mind shall take these few days as some retreat HAHA go into the "mountains" or something. okay not funny. but by monday everything will be fine i hope then i can say byebye to my old life. been thinking. think i bother too much about what others think of me. and the "thrashing" with farmer just few days ago really opened my scope of mind. so many things im unhappy with yet i didn't say. lived like a zombie for the past year accepting things that come and go, afraid of rejection because you're thrown into a sea of new faces. quite a distinct disparity between the two cohorts no doubt la think i'm seriously caught in the middle not here not there. no wonder i was depressed. so for me to realise this, think im like currently at a happy and comfortable(sort of) position. just wanted to type this and whine.

why look back when you can move forward. i'm sure life will be beautiful. hahaha suan yip ling keeps repeating that sentence from some lyrics "tell me life is beautiful". yes it is.

and that braddy yeo has been copying my nicknames. yucks la.
we CANNOT form disneyland and world cup. YUCKS x10000000000.
but i do love MAFIA ;SPONGEBOB GANG; the QUEEN OF PROJECT SPANISH; DJEETS and the LAME FAMILY...............................
RANDOM!

11th nov. letters typed. life is going to take a turn, yes la! :)

THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS

"11:11 PM (CST)"

All the windows,
Swear to miss you,
And the doors are cell block tight,
Sweet sedation,
Sweep the issues,
And the clocks about to strike
Did it call you down,
Are you back just yet,
Waiting now please come set me free,
And the only sound is a minute left.
This could be, this could be the last time
It's a chance to fix mistakes,
One more for the last time,
Don't you throw our dreams away,
Don't waste this chance with your smile
10 seconds left on this dial,
This could be the last time.
Along the staircase,
I dream to hear you,
In a whisper quiet room,
Space for thinking,
Space to scream to,
But the echoes sound like you,
Not the stars at night,
In a pitch black sky,
I don't know just wants to see you
But the time is right and it only flies
This could be, this could be the last time
It's a chance to fix mistakes,
One more for the last time,
Don't you throw our dreams away,
Don't waste this chance with your smile
10 seconds left on this dial,
This could be the last time.
It's only us,
It's only now,
A simple wish,
It's only tonight.
This could be the last time,
Now I've made our last mistake
One more for the last time,
And you throw our dreams away, (This could be, this could be)
Don't waste this chance with your smile (This could be, this could be)
10 seconds left on this dial, (This could be, this could be)
This could be the last time. (This could be, this could be)
It's only us,
It's only now,
It's only tonight.

I'm waiting
the all american rejects

One question what can't be done
You tear me down with the same thing
There's nothing the end, it's begun
What can you do when it all drains
Down there, you go always
See if I care faded
Down, don't you know where I'll be
'Cuz I'm here, on my own
Waiting, when I'm waiting
(don't you know)
I've been here before, and I don't care where I'm going
So I'll stay...
When you walk don't leave a note
Just put your hands on the back door
When you talk it's just a joke
Just know, I can't take it anymore
Down there, you go always
See if I care faded
Down, don't you know where I'll be
'Cuz I'm here, on my own
Waiting, when I'm waiting
(don't you know)
I've been here before, and I don't care where I'm going
So I'll be, waiting (waiting)
When I'm waiting (don't you know)
I'll tell you once more
That, as long as you're gone
Then I'll stay...
Outside there's no place I can hide
And your "down time"
Is anything but right
When the winds rise
This storm won't subside
You'll be outside
I'm in here and I'll guard
Waiting, when I'm waiting
(don't you know)
I've been here before, and I don't care where I'm going
So I'll be, waiting (waiting)
When I'm waiting (don't you know)
I'll tell you once more
That, as long as you're gone
Then I'll stay...
Then I'll stay
Then I'll stay
And you'll go then I'll stay
Stay...


in khenglim's house now.. everyones helping in the cooking. haha ME TOO though a bit disastrous. lol. was doing homework with loy dehai and darren. loy's super diao la.. nothing to say... okay, too much to say... as usual. haha! maybe going taiwan with 30/06! will be fun..
and we just got back the message thingy that we did.. wth la mr lim says im the girl who hides at the back of the class doing funny things with suspicious ideas. WTH. that sounds damnnnnnn wrong. -.-"! hahaha.

OH NEVER MIND.


LET'S ALL BE HIGH.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA. YES LA!
AH PEK DUN BE ANGRY WITH ME ALREADY LA!!!!!
AND OP HAS ENDED MY SOURCE OF j1s ARE BACK!
NEXT WEEK As WILL END MY SOURCE OF J2s WILL BE BACK!


ok diao.
HAHAHHAHAA i think talking to braddy yeo er.. makes people go spastic.

inspiration from poems read,
a lack of vocabulary halts my attempt.


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now i understand why there is always a disparity.
okay, blame my intelligence if there is any.

this is so dumb. i read thru my old letters that my primary school friends used to send me during secondary school times and i realised.... ALL THOSE super unglam stuff that one wrote about another fren.. erm, the other fren is in my school la! AFTER ALMOST TWO YEARS. wth! hahahhaa. i am super super slow.

It Ends Tonight
Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don't want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
Your finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when your blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

run somemore and i'll just die..........
superTIRED! :(

oh ya me zhiwei and majella went for tangs interview.. for me it was just for fun cos whether i get the job i wont work anyway. lazy! heh. she asked me "so you're applying for this position?" i said.. "anything." haha her look was damn diao. lol. cos there were many positions and i dint noe which one to choose la. hahaha. we three were like the unemployed roaming the streets... lol...

die la no hope! i ask for time extension!

have to save money to pay julia tan. im going to lose my bet man. seriously! zzzzzz.

boredom kills.

changed the template out of boredom! seriously i have to embark on my mugging journey so that i can finish homework before the As end so i can go out everyday! let me see what im going to do! first, celebrate dajieda's belated birthday properly! kbox that her mum din let her go! second, cpf! third, sentosa! and of course during the 1 and a half month it'll be MAFIA! and jiang and jiamein's prata trip! post prom! makeover! chalet! overseas trip.. if there's any.


so many things to do but none have started! grrr.
haha i think i shall go for training tomorrow since im becoming fat and i haven really made up my mind. i can NEVER make up my mind! zzzzz.

and julia tan has one week. ONE WEEK. hahha and i have TWO WEEKS. the bet is on. yes la! lol. oh ya and mich tang is in hospital think she will be missing some papers. damn suay!! think we'll visit her tomorrow.

that's all!
and i have math,physics,econs,geog project, GP reading + articles to do!!! irritating!!!

got this from BIRD's blog.. think it's really touching!
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and truthfully becoming OLD is super scary.. my grandparents could sprint across the road when i was young la, and now they're even having trouble walking. haha abit random but yeah.

okay so these are the things i did yest and today.
- celebrated dajieda's birthday at pizza hut
- compared height with andie hong and he asked me to go home and drink more milk so i can become taller. seriously it's his hair la. grow upwards. haha. 2nd person to ask me to grow taller like wth la. haha.
- shopping! and jap dessert! nice! with xx,julia,kl. (seriously, i was damn extra there)
- hot yoga with debbie and her mum at "true yoga" HAHAHA at pacific plaza. it's like some warm room and omg the actions are really DAMN CHALLENGING worse than netball!
hahaha debbie chia said tt i'll blog about her. OKAY...
- today went KBOX with zhiwei ks guan jing. not very high la. (zhiwei sings faye wong's antique songs rather frequently haha)



BUT IM NOW DAMN BORED LA! grrrrr.
and i shall finish holiday homework by the time j2s finish As man! okay but first ive got to START doing hol homework. lol.



bored people do boring quizzes and there's this pickup line one..

Guy: I think you're the best looking girl here.
Girl: Well, I better go find the best looking guy then, hadn't I?

Guy: Haven't I seen you someplace before?
Girl: Yeah, that's why I don't go there anymore.

Guy: Hey, baby, what's your sign?
Girl: Stop.

Guy: I would go to the end of the world for you.
Girl: Yes, but would you stay there?

think i read this somewhere before but SUPER =.="! lol. SACARSM to a max man.. hahaha

how i wish im taking As now so it'll be over and i won't have to do SO MUCH HOLIDAY HOMEWORK grrrrrr.

yip sent me these quite nice eh !=.="!

i have finished watching princess hours! hahaha. i realised my phone friend and i have the same taste! lol.

okay im not going for training today. maybe i should see a doc or something. okayyyyyyyy i 've said im going to quit a million times, and and i don't know whether i will quit this time, maybe i should do what i say im going to do. grr but i don't wanna regret cos afterall i've played for like 6 years? and the next year will be the 7th? but the trainings will be torture for me anyway, plus stress and lack of time.. i don't know! but this year, not making it to top 4 made me rather -.-"! or else i can get nat top 4 for 3 consecutive years! yucks la. don't know la.

i shall try to blog here and see whether it can be republished. this is seriously getting on my nerves but anyway. this is stupid la as in i seriously cannot communicate on msn at all! bloody hell la i think either im lazy to type or i just cant use words to form a complete sentence. die im living in my own world! grrr.
can't even write what i am considering to do, cos there're cca spies around! irritating! but anyway happy halloween people!
i think i will be too lazy to go to school tomorrow! and stupid homework is piling up it's going to kill me la. I WANNA GO OVERSEAS AND NOT COME BACK FOREVER LA! grrrrr.

anyway, i shall watch the last princess hours vcd tomorrow! HAHAHA. 3 days 23 vcds. quite pro already la! heh!

and i haven't felt so lost in a long long time. mb some people are very important. :( depressing songs makes people sadder i guess.

i was looking through the pics we took at toysrus, super funny la! shall rip from julia tan.

let's start with one of her favs. lol.


super xx in action! with red "underwear" outside!


super ah gua farmer!



hotchick and her son!



YES LA! our duel.



xx looks super funny. wenyan looks super reluctant!


don't ask me why there're so many pics of xx. lol.



oh not funny.i should have glared.



hehheh! witches!

wenyan doesnt look very strong here. lol.

THE CLASSIC PEIYONG AND YET ANOTHER OF HER UNGLAM PICS!!!!!**********HAHAHA!

WHAT IS XX TRYING TO DO???

once in a lifetime chance! our idol! lol. i was like asking peiyong to go hit its neck see whether it will dangle LOL!!!!!!!!!!!




julia tan took this pic from vivocity. not bad eh. give her credit =) lol.


and some pics tt we took at sentosa. lol.

oh man sian la tomorrow there's school! grrrrrr. and i must mention i just watched 12 discs of princess hours. HAHAHA.