her driving causes motion sickness! happens to all people with my surname LOL!!

this song is super happy!
just listen to the song.. the video is abit =.="!

Mama told me what I should know
Too much candy gonna rot your soul
If she loves you let her go
'Cause love only gets you down.
Take a look at a boy like me
Never stood on my own two feet
Now I'm blue as I can be
Oh love come and get me down.

This is the way you left me.
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like its forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

omg low yi lun you put my ugly photos inside the powerpoint! but still, it's very nice thank you very much! hahaha

plain white t's- write you a song:
I don't know how to make lots of money
I got debts that I'm trying to pay
I can't buy you nice things, like big diamond rings
But that don't mean much anyway
I can't give you the house you've been dreaming
If I could I would build it alone
I'd be out there all day, just hammering away
Make us a place of our own

I will write you a song
That's how you'll know that my love is still strong
I will write you a song
And you'll know from this song that I just can't go on without you

i wonder.. can it be..??? hmm maybe not

arha, words of wisdom:

says:
i believe u have the potential to do well
u will do well when u reach max height since u are at the bottom of shm motion now
says:
max ke to hang out in amk no pe to do well
says:
but in time yes.. madam u get max height then u be laughing

deleted all the unhappy portions so that this serves as MOTIVATION! :x

i'm amazed!

EMO.

nice evening.
i took a long walk home today, perhaps NOT THAT LONG, but long for my standards :p ! anyway i walked past my old school. and yes, i miss it. although i hated it because of the school name and bla omg im going to repeat everything again. but anyway, it suddenly occurred to me that although many things have changed, im still me. maybe there're new people, friends and all, maybe different lifestyles, but im still me INSIDE haha. these few months have been crazy, i sense abit of pretence in myself which now i think i should be ashamed of. seriously the walk was fruitful. i was like walking on half the circumference of the school maybe. but the route, which i used to run so many rounds the school on, and i didn't complain, really brought back many memories. seriously, i felt like crying when i saw the old classroom blocks and remembered the old days. maybe graduation- the long awaited graduation is knocking on my door once again, so it spurred some emo-ness. even the HODs' room brought back certain memories, the field, fitness area, classrooms, assembly area/netball court, hall, home econs block -.-,even the D&T block which still gave me the creeps! haha. AND OF COURSE THE VOLLEYBALL COURTS which i remember watching with one or two friends at the classroom block,spying on some people who were training. lol.
and even the macs or market that we went after netball trainings! omg no one cared about the fats la stupid! HAHAHA. and although yes people laughed at me alot especially the netballers.hey you can see that they're like genuinely nice people and a fun bunch to be with.(although i get a little bit traumatised in the end.netball is like one whole big story itself.)

maybe it was the random talk that i had with bear last night. he talked about politics. oh man and how separated 4/1 was. or maybe how separated 2/2 was. politics did exist. but were damn young and innocent too. i really wonder how could we befriend someone and in a few hours talk like we're best friends bla as compared to now: people have their own best friends, their own lives and their past. maybe that's why i love to catch up with old friends, not that i want to live in the past or anything but it's always good to remember. and maybe have a taste of that innocence that all of us used to have.maybe it's the responsibility that all of us have to shoulder now cos we're all grown up and stuff.

some people disappoint me along the way. how deep i thought they were, but they weren't. but some people i remember them for ever cos of small things that make me super touched. im glad i talked to mich tan after so long. and guess what i know they won't see this but i seriously think this people are damn important in shaping who i am now:black cat zhiyen,hock,aunty beautiful,bear,lily,yip,ryan so. good friends i may have along the way but it's always good to go back to these people who have seen me for at least the past 5 years. :D

and i don't know seriously. the exams are coming and everyone from my batch is gone, literally. the attitude to it is :WHATEVER! i will strive for the best from today. and maybe some people should realise now that i'm not a dao or cool person i'm just a random villager living in a village somewhere. nor am i rich. nor am i highly cultured. i seriously don't want to be materialistic or be influenced by other people anymore. i hate techno btw so i guess i'll stick to my own type of music.

just a random note. please take that look off your face.(maybe looks on your faces)
the "why are you here"
"you're so stupid"
faces please disappear.


i think i should go and mug now. actually im surviving well in my class everything's fine except the work.on a lighter note, the whole depression thing last year is over and now i should be experiencing the "rainbow after the rain". tsk tsk. ajc netballers are also a fun bunch suddenly i miss them quite alot i don't know why i keep posting ugly pictures of them to disturb them. all for fun haha don't be angry.LOL. damn emo damn emo damn emo!

lastly, i still admire david ong and edwin goi's bo chap attitude. i salute you all man. haha. oh and uncle wenyan's "hokkien and uncle-ish" style. my new idol!!

GOODBYE AND THANKS FOR LISTENING TO ME WHINE. ooops.

old times.

tata!

from kanyu's blog!

sorry blame it on me
As life goes on I'm starting to learn more
and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is
affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to
apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don't want
to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect


i think one damn thing i have to be sorry about is what i promise people to do and NOT do. this is one promise i have to keep FOR MY OWN GOOD DAMN IT! and im still sad about my eng compo i got 29 which isn't THAT BAD but i think that's my max already and i only got 29!! TSK TSK SERIOUSLY!

NO MORE NO MORE!

tues-
amk hub, tangs, isetan, far east, wisma, taka, ps, cine, paragon, watched a hair cutting process at far east (damn long the person cut 1 mm at a time), ate fish and co.for lunch, dessert at "soba so good", ate jap food at ps, watched the home song stories, bought donuts but didn eat them, starbucks, vodka in a plastic bottle -.-"!

wed-
the last legion

thurs-

please pray that my mum lets me go out on fri! TSKTSK!

and "swee swee ah" is named in memory of uncle wenyan LOL! :p

wonderwall

today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how

some ancient email SOME FRIEND SENT ME FEW YEARS BACK. hahahaha questionaire the friend was supposed to answer for me. so this person hates me cos im smart LOL! TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO THINK IM DUMB, there's SOMEONE WHO THINKS IM SMART...AND PSYCHIC OKAY.

Do you hate me?: yes...
If yes, why?: y u so clever ???
Do you like me?:(as in fren 2) of coz
If yes, why?: coz u can read my mind...so freaky

i laughed when i read this email again after so many years i was typing like this "lehx" how!HAHA! guess im getting old..

HATE THAT I LOVE YOU BY RIHANNA FEAT NE YO IS NICE!
and i'm sick i think it's cos of SANDHYA TSK TSK!
we had some discussion last night LOL damn funny i think julia tan is damn biased and sandhya is the god of possiblities HAHAH came up with so many scenerios! LOL!

Your Existing Situation
Having difficulty making progress and unwilling to put forth further effort. Seeking more comfortable conditions where she can avoid anything disturbing.
Your Stress Sources
An existing situation or relationship is unsatisfactory, but she feels unable to change it to bring about the sense of belonging which she needs. Unwilling to expose her vulnerability, she therefore continues to resist this state of affairs, but feels dependent on the attachment. This not only depresses her. but makes her irritable and impatient, producing considerable restlessness and the urge to get away from the situation, either actually or, at least, mentally. Ability to concentrate may suffer.
Your Restrained Characteristics
Circumstances are such that she feels forced to compromise for the time being if she is to avoid being cut off from affection or from full participation.
An unadmitted lack of confidence makes her careful to avoid open conflict and she feels she must make the best of things as they are.
Your Desired Objective
Wants interesting and exciting things to happen. Able to make herself well-liked by her obvious interest and by the very openness of her charm. Over-imaginative and given to fantasy or day-dreaming.
Your Actual Problem
Anxiety and a restless dissatisfaction, either with circumstances or with unfulfilled emotional requirements, have produced considerable stress. She tries to escape into an idealized atmosphere of sympathy and understanding, or into a substitute environment of estheticism and beauty.

OMG LA HEADACHE.:(

if fading love is like waves washing up the shore,
please let me jump into the sea and die instead of waiting!

or maybe i should be under the recently unearthed soil,
away from everything but even underneath the dirt and mud,
my heart is cold.

goodbyegoodbye!GOODBYE!


ANYWAY DIGRESS ABIT. VAL SHOWED ME THIS. LOL!!
http://www.sheares.nus.edu.sg/25thanniversary/pageant/blke.jpg
woooo hong and suelynn AHAHAHAHA!:p

so many things to do i don't know where to start. damn it i feel damn emo now. haha whatever!
so someone said that im a nomad. so perhaps i am one. then some other person says that i cling on to the past. thanks so i have two sides. i wanted to give someone something but abandoned the idea think it's too abrupt. and it's not very wise to treat SOME PEOPLE too well in the end nothing good will come out of it. i can slightly see the perceptions that other people have of x (let some people=x HAHA).

my sister has been blasting this song: NICE!


Natasha Bedingfield
Soulmate

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

BACK TO WORK!!!

they were trying to rob the toilet paper machine!!!

MATH MATH MATH MATH MADD!

fail liao la DAMN IT!

i got this from the sch web-.- chio's inside too. but look!

THE ONE IN THE MIDDLE. OMG RECOGNISE HIM? GUANGSTER!!!

MR GUANG OUR PHYSICS TEACHER!!

SINGAPORE-five nation champs!
and WEIZHEN WAS LIKE SOME SUPERSTAR everyone ran to her to get her signature and to take pics with her! yay i have a friend who's a superstar :p !

my bro is damn irritated with "YOU CANT STOP THE BEAT" but im not going to stop :p!

jogging tmr !:D

When There Was Me And You - VANESSA ANNE HUDGENS

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

OMGGGG DAMN NICE!!!! FROM HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL TWO!

it's 11:11am now! friday! holidays going to end IM GOING TO DIE. shit. quotating loy "FAIL TO PREPARE, PREPARE TO FAIL"! zzzzzz. anyway it's always a luxury to have pizza in school lol especially in the evenings when the canteen isn't open and everyone is hungry/tired from mugging HAHAHA.

haha i tell you, those people who walked past us, we feel their sorrow hahahaha

sandhya looking happy

wenyan tasting every bit of that slice of pizza in his hand "mmmmmm, tastes better than kopi". HAHAHAHA!

and look at my nails NOT NICE MEH! haha.

supporter of gay rights. LOL NICE SHIRT THERE. hahaha.

HMMMM HAHAHAHAHA dont kill me.


for sale! LOL stupid poser!!HAHAHA!
(at least this picture is NOT unglam)

oh ya, HAIRSPRAY ROCKS! dont run away from the songs, especially "YOU CANT STOP THE BEAT" cos you can run, but you cant hide. muahahahaha -.-"!

GOODBYE.

first time at beach road hahaha nice waffles long bus rides stupid i'm FAT need to run lol random im GOING TO RUN TOMORROW 7am CATCH ME IF YOU CAN. (i'm sure you can LOL) no com no com no com!


i concluded that your love for me is as SHALLOW AS A PUDDLE OF WATER. perhaps lesser!








saw this at marina sq today WHEN YOU'RE GONE-avril lavigne looks nice.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=otMB3WVQNVg
quite touching la.






when you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

avril lavigne is still THE BEST DAMN THING :p

HAPPYBIRTHDAY FOO ZHIWEI!

1100- search for foo zhiwei's "cake" tt we din find. so we bought chocs.

1145- thai express FREE LUNCH! the "vomit in the hand" plus "flying food" started. LOL

high school musical 2 competition -.-"!

1300- SHOPPING

1400- minds cafe

1430- zhiwei's hc friends came

1615- dessert at raffles city

1530- SHOPPING

1900- grandma's house

what a busy day im super tired.

i should NOT come online anytime soon. :(