The Dulcet tones come to a halt.
just about two days ago i asked myself whether i really made the wrong choice of coming to this class. the subjects. the science. i just wanted to come to this class because it was the prestigious best class i want to go. those lingering advice in my brain when i chose this class was forgotten at the point of time.
felicitous remarks.
"did i really like the subjects?"
"will history repeat itself again?"

the people in the class are of all sorts. they can be classified to the english side, chinese side(2/4 la), and the in between. i am part of the in between. the floater. although the chinese side is almost unbreakable and the people seem to be unfriendly at first, they are a bunch of funny people. funny in a way, i like it! haha. profound humour. that's what i call it. it's really hard to find people that will tell you jokes you will laugh at. no it's not only lame jokes. when some people tell lame jokes you can feel the coldness within but you don't even think it is a bit funny.
YET, people i found that were always right, proved to be fallible. there are no perfect beings in the world. some disingenuous expressions can be spotted so fast.(this leads to my past posts)
To err is human, to forgive divine.
YET, why did i choose this school? it was because of propinquity in the first place.


congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud


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Mango & Peach Shower Gel or Peppermint Foot Soak
Fresh and sexy, everyone has a secret desire for you to be around them. You seldom enjoy taking centre stage, but the party is never the same without you there. You are a supportive and exciting friend who guarantees laughter and good times. What Body Shop Product Are You?

BUG! Absorbed in your own idea of the world around you, you often find yourself immune to the foolhardiness and vindictive behaviour of others. Although you have a tendency to cross the line and offend others with your behaviour, your pure intentions are obvious. What Kind Of Pokémon Are You?

Soft Hearted
If your two hands are free, you will always volunteer them to help out. You take a compassionate initiative, but possess the respect to hang back until given the go-ahead to get involved. How Caring Are You?

gtg. have to fetch my sis to violin class :( cya.

Do You Listen? by Lauren

if the pic can't be seen, i got A la! muahahaha

maybe i should just go out there and shout like yip. shout out my fears and what i think. voice my thoughts, without caring what others say. no i am not cynical or whatever, not a loner too. i just can't understand why some people can just get away without even being questioned. it's as though people have a fear for them. it's as though talking to them will even kill. or maybe everyone has lost hope in them. but why should we sacrifice by doing what others ask us to do? it's like we can't do anything else but to comply to whatever freaking thing we are asked to do.

oh, and have you seen how people act? i wanted to do another site for this, but i shall write it here anyway. have you seen how they flirt? someone told me this was compulsory. this came from the mouth of a guy. who would want to talk to a person with no reaction? but don't you think sometimes some girls flirt to the extreme? no i am not talking about acting cute here. like shinye, though she acts cute sometimes, she is not irritating. luckily i am not like some people who directly opposes like david and edwin. i hide the hatred. haha :) cos the people i dislike may become the people i like the next day. okay, i'm fickle. oh, but yucks. i can't stand how some girls talk to guys in some a manner. oh, especially when they eat. wow. such a slow speed. okay i can't deny some are natural slow-eaters, but some are really acting. ACTING!!!

should i be like some people who show their hate? just be direct and show your black face. then i can at least reduce the affliction of the mind. at least i will have lesser chance of killing myself by an asthma attack. [i don't have asthma but the illness occur.]

flashes of girls flirting. yucks. pass through my mind. i wanna :p .so from today, step back if i dislike you. lalala.

you are a true Blink fan just like me! you don't
care about what others think about them because
you think they rock hard! well so do you for
thinking that!


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my favourite cake!!!yummy...:)

went to school for haunted house.
except for a few cardboard done, it was waste of time. again.
guess i do have an attitude problem.
never mind.
but i'm not minding what people say.
actually what i say and what i feel is different.
but who cares...
never mind.
like what she said why should i care what others say.
never mind.

hmm read it on liyan's cousin's blog.
the korean hostage decapitated?
she said she watched the whole process and they cruelly sliced the guy's head. he was screaming (of course la).
may he rest in peace.
guess he won't because he died so innocently.
but hope he blesses the innocent in iraq.

found vincent quek! haha my tuition friend in p3 i think :) should be him la... so many people from learning connection called vincent quek meh? haha.

my 100th post!

How to make a melissa

Ingredients: 1 part jealousy 3 parts laughter 5 parts of thought

Method: Add to a cocktail shaker and stir slowly. Serve with a smile and a pinch of envy. yummy!

Username:

Personality cocktail
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lalala.

oh shit, forgot to say but italy is out!
kind of saddening, thought they were good... the other team i'm looking out for is France la... England erm, i don't exactly support...haha:)
chatted with a 'long lost friend' last night. haha, finally felt as though i fit into the class. no, i still cannot completely convince myself how did i land into this school? and even to this day, i cant believe how lousy my studies are now! i told david and edwin about my HCL being 2nd highest in the school, and they were like the school standard is so lousy. =.=
i can't stand telling people that im from what freaking school. and i hate the word NEIGHBOURHOOD school with the freaking uniform!


obsessive compulsive


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cya soon. school's reopening and still i can't get the homework right!

just came back from kbcc. studied for a while with ah hock and jessie. luckily i didnt bring the pooh bat set. haha =x. we spent some time on the handphones la. really like jessie's phone, though i dont know how to use it. but prefer the blue one la. haha.
yes, and im finally moving away.
realised i already blogged alot for this month. all the thoughts and stuff, i am abandoning my diary for the time being.

The Spring and the Fall
by Edna St. Vincent Millay
In the spring of the year, in the spring of the year,
I walked the road beside my dear.
The trees were black where the bark was wet.
I see them yet, in the spring of the year.
He broke me a bough of the blossoming peach
That was out of the way and hard to reach.

In the fall of the year, in the fall of the year,
I walked the road beside my dear.
The rooks went up with a raucous trill.
I hear them still, in the fall of the year.
He laughed at all I dared to praise
And broke my heart, in little ways.

Year be spring or year be falling,
The bark will drip and the birds be calling.
There's much that's fine to see and hear
In the spring of a year, in the fall of a year.
'Tis not love's going hurt my days,
But that it went in little ways.



You are Heng O!
The Chinese moon goddess, symbol of the cold and
dark principle yin. She tried to steal the
draught of immortality from her husband, the
celestial archer Shen Yi, but he caught her
before she could drink all of it. The draught
gave her the power to ascend to Heaven, but,
since she had drunk only part of it, she only
got halfway up and had to settle on the moon.
Heng O is portrayed in beautiful robes with in her
right hand the lunar disc, sometimes sitting on
a tree-legged toad. She is the younger sister
of the river god He Bo.


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Cuqa The Cupid The powerful Cupid Breed. As she
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tired and you play when you want to. Most of
the time though, you're hanging out with your
friends.


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ee why not bull dog???

came back here again.
i had the weirdest dream last night.
haha, kind of nice dream.
as though a dream come true.
but will dreams come true?
will an illusion become reality?
like 3 people combined.
the person's face was a blur.
but i recognised him from the look of another person.
so sweet.
abit like the comic i was reading.
i realised i blogged so much for the whole holiday.
i think this is the busiest holiday ever.
let me think about the dream i made,
and maybe one day when this become reality,
i'll tell you.

*shit* talking to a blog... =.=

walked halfway out of the cedar concert. haha =x took a long time to decide whether to stay for the guzheng and handbell performance, and we stoned for the first time there. met zihao and fengyi at amk, then later david and kelvin. ming feng and his friend were there, didnt talk to them la. so after the band performance, we went to look for meijie and tracy. haha tracy was rather funny la. the percussion part where they took the sticks to perform was kind of odd. but the band thingy was really sweet to the ears and pleasant to the eyes. it was a rather interactive performance where the band did some actions and stuff. we also watched the choir performance, and it was really like ten thousand times better than our school choir. haha my first thought which made me laugh was when i recall edwin goi and david wearing the jeans and i think flicking fingers for NOMAD. haha no offence la. there was this girl in the choir, she was really outstanding. ok, the choir was like singing songs...there's this soprano singing damn high-pitched parts... scary... and the whole choir thingy was like a ball room dancing part, with a bit of drama inside. then, we decided to leave during the intermission. wasted 5 bucks and we stoned there for the second time. kelvin was there saying shouldn't we feel guilty and stuff but in the end we still left the place. we went to cine. before we crossed the road there, we stoned for th fourth time. gosh =x. the fifth time was whether we wanted to go to kfc or burger king. i decided kfc. horrible burger king experience. fengyi was really quiet. and i felt rather intimidated there. two hwa chong, two raffles. how scary. haha, really kind of odd to talk to primary school friends (cept kelvin), esp if they're in much better schools than me... although i won tt penguin before arh..haha anyway we were the last there in kfc and they were saying they put the kfc man, dunno what's his name la [the statue], to block the door and the people working there wanting to kill us cos we won't leave... the only person eating was kelvin, i guess he is really a bit out of the place cos we were talking about mohan and stuff. fengyi remembered my birthday! haha so glad, i got another birthday present after so many days! then i shall buy for her something... her birthday is on 4th sep... her chem prac exam is today, she didn't even study for it! rgs is going to start school 2 days earlier cos they ended 2 days earlier. haha, we too leh... end early, yet start on time... shit, other schools have their common tests right after school reopen, on every topic... don't know why our stupid school don't have anything good except for practical exams that will prepare us for the 'o's. hope what zihao said about the extremely difficult practical won't come out... or else...
anyway, slacked the whole day today. later i better go study something. been watching LOTR part 3 from 10am to 1pm, then eat lunch and stuff. now surfing the net for a geography question. luckily haunted house is cancelled. i like legolas alot now! though is not very shuai and cool or whatever, orlando bloom in LOTR really changed me perception of him. in troy he was the weak one, but in LOTR he is like really skilful and courageous. the greatest courage is to continue fighting though you know your end is near. i see how the people fight for their country,how sam tries to protect frudo, and arwen plus aragon, i'm really touched. esp arwen, there's this magical feel that Liv Tyler has. she looks abit like tracy! LOTR is really nice. i recall 4/2's LOTR part 4, truthfully when i understand the real story, i think 4/2's plot is really funny! haha :) did you all videotape, i wanna watch it again! this whole week i've been watching so many movies. esp this whole period of time. watched troy, the day after tomorrow, my sassy girl, LOTR pt 1,2,3, harry potter part 1 vcd...okay mb not alot for you, but for me, i used to watch one cinema show per year which is with the p6 people. i can recall. 2002-lilo and stitch. 2003- down with love. how pathethic. haha. ohya, kind of disappointed in the end gollum became bad again, thought he would change or something.

hmm, there's this girl opposite my block now always at the window. so odd...
okay, gtg now... cya people... and for haunted house, i don't think anything significant has been done since chihoe left! and he is coming back today am i right? haha :)


Peace. You Truly Desire Peace. Just relaxing
somewhere calm with a light breeze against your
cheecks is our ideal of pefect. You don't like
to start fights, but instead, end them without
using violence.

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Legolas
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okay enough of this. going offline soon :)

cody music
1st LADY
NEVER BE REPLACED
listen to that song.
it plays...
"Baby I love you and i'll never let you go"
sounds rather pathethic but...
i'll let go.

im rather sick of my blogskin... again
watched LOTR part 2..played the song 'May it be' so many times on the piano...captivated by its magical feel...
im sick of pleasing people and doing whatever i dont like. i even made a list of who are the people i consider as friends or dislike. the dislike part seems too small. i think i forgot some of the people. ;)

Galadriel If I were a character in The Lord of the Rings, I would be Galadriel, Elf, Queen of Lothlorien, wife of Celeborn and grandmother of Arwen. In the movie, I am played by Cate Blanchett. Who would you be? Zovakware Lord of the Rings Test with Perseus Web Survey Software

didn't know why people liked orlando bloom but now i do. haha

shopping`` was fun! i bought lots of stuff la!
happy birthday zhiyen
haven't bought her present, buying tomorrow la :)
caught LOTR part 1. heh heh, abit slow but anyway i didnt like it at first. so im going catch all 3 movies by this month... cos there's no ending... anyone wanna join me for the marathon? haha, waiting for tomorrow's cedar concert to arrive. then tues there's haunted hse meeting, and wednesday study grp... hmm... i just cant get vectors right!


You are going to marry Ashton Kutcher. He is kind
and sweet, but pulls a lot of pranks (and
probably quite a few on you too!!)and can
always make you laugh.
Congrats!!


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wow. my dream !

Which toe are you?

what does parent mean? haha

changed the blink 182 song.

I Miss You.
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

so, my mind now is calm. watched 'my sassy girl'

http://www.knto.or.kr/eng/hallyu/image/sassyposter.jpg
the way how the girl abuses the guy is really scary. she boxes him slaps him, and exchanges her high heels with him! arr... but in the end she is just the young girl whose lover died and treats the new guy as a subsitute. they bury letters under a tree and aftr two years promise to meet there. yet the girl was one year late. heh heh. the ending was that the dead guy was the man's cousin. and they were supposed to be match made 3 years ago.!! this movie is kind of funny la. no wonder it was a hit. hmm. how the guy brought a rose up to the girl while the girl was playing 'canon' on the piano in front of the whole hall was so erm touching! :'(

Wow .. U must watch this show alot
...Congradulations U know about As much as me
... Good show isn't it ? ... well I enjoy it
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You're Buttercup!! CONGRATULATIONS!! Buttercup
kicks serious ass and so do you!! I bet you had
a bag full of Barbie parts when you were little
didn't you? DIDN'T YOU? I know I did!


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LOVE is on its way. That is if you chose to fall
for him who ever he is. Please rate high if you
want me to go on with the story.

haha what a quiz. kind of odd. it's just like a whole story. anyway i really think that i can start trying to trust people. and listening to this song here. it just feels as though that i'm free. i'm not locked up anymore. hey, that's a feeling. haha seems i have really done what i supposed to do. Cheers! heh heh :) going shopping later``.

jessie lim gave me a bat set (pooh and tigger) for ages 5 and up! kind of fun though. heh heh, truthfully i did try.
so many conflicts these days, i dunno who to trust and stuff. forgot how to trust people completely. or isit because there's is no one that can be fully trusted. every time i start to trust a person, i'll think that the person can backstab me. then i move back. even my best friends, except the cat suan yip ling who i can trust. oh and because i trust her, the trust in another friend decreases. i'm confused la. i just wanna say sorry to the people that know i don't trust them. but well, friendship can't be broken so easily right?
haha, thought carefully. why do i think in such a complicated manner? just chuck those thoughts in a bag. throw it outta my mind. R.I.P . lalala.
no need to leave, you're already out.
this song is nice after listening so many times. hmm, really difficult to find someone who is meant for you. as in character not in looks. sometimes you may find the person unsuitable for you because of the looks but actually you may find out in character he is the one for you. opposites attract this line still lingers in my mind. loving/hating causes affliction of the mind. sometimes it's better not to think about what you feel. numb your senses. not running away . but to give yourself some time to calm down. to straighten your thoughts. to feel whether this love actually means to you. it is time that lets two people go closer to each other if the whole thing works out. i believe true love exists. but now, i finally understand how difficult it is to love.


FROZEN QUEEN/ KING
You dont want love to come through to you. You like
it the way you are. To be unreachable, no need
to show feelings. Hiding everything inside you.
You are already used to it. You say yourself
that you dont need anyone, that you stand on
your own two feet or that you dont have time
for these things. But in reality you are scared
to get hurt. You feel save where you are: by
yourself, nobody can hurt you there. You
invent your own relationship in your dreams.
You just need to know that you COULD get a
partner.
Thats it.
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.


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stayed back for haunted house.
what else? =x
bought comic bk 11.
can't wait for the next bk! broke.
still captivated.
no choice, can't break the spell.


The dog-boy seems to be dreaming about you as we
speak.. wow.. and he didn't even see you yet!
Some charm you have.. I'm jealous! ;D


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Artist: Jojo
Album: Unknown
Title: Leave (Get Out) I've been waiting all day for ya babe
So won't cha come and sit and talk to me
And tell me how we're gonna be together always
Hope you know when it's late at night
I Hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever
(I never thought that anyone)
Could make me feel this way
(Now that you're here boy all I want)
Is just a chance to say
[Chorus]
Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (boo) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)
Tell why you're looking so confused
When I'm the one who didn't know that truth
How could you ever be so cold
To go behind my back and call my friend
Boy you must have gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone
(So now after all is said and done)
Maybe I'm the one to blame but
(To think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way
[Chorus]
I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice you've gotta leave
Because my heart is breakin'
With every word I'm say
I gave up everything I had
On something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these
Eyeee-eeee-eeees
Ooooh, ooooh
Get out
[Chorus X3]

i just hope that life can be like in a comic book.
qin zi and zhi shu. although they have their problems, they are living in a fairytale in reality. i mean, it can happen. Life is empty. our lives compared to the other people in other countries, have no significant value at all. i yearn for a job that is challenging yet filled with compassion.
M o v i n ` g o n ...
opposites attract, similarities just cover what two people think of each other. two people cannot be the reflection of one another, they can only sharpen their bad points. yip and sheryl you are right. i am the evil twin. and ah hock, what you say 80% to 40%... it i guess is actually 0% or maybe 5%. that isn't a significant value. No point trying at all. just move on.

c h a n g i n ` g m e ...
i've changed alot. metamorphosis. yet maybe not for the good. i'm going extreme. fret not, i will be changing back to my old self. maybe bit by bit. slowly but surely.

oh ya, bon voyage chihoe. by the time you read this, hope you bought us souveniers! :)

Your Existing Situation
Authoritative or in a position of authority, but liable to feel that further progress is rendered problematical by existing difficulties. Perseveres despite opposition.

Your Stress Sources
Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the herd. Her control of her sensual instincts restricts her ability to give herself, but the resulting isolation leads to the urge to surrender and allow herself to merge with another. This disturbs her. as such instincts are regarded as weaknesses to be overcome; she feels that only by continued self-restraint can she hope to maintain her attitude of individual superiority. Wants to be loved or admired for herself alone; needs attention, recognition, and the esteem of others.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Feels rather isolated and alone, but is too reserved to allow herself to form deep attachments. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.
Circumstances force her to compromise and to forgo some pleasures for the time being. Capable of achieving physical satisfaction through sexual activity.

Your Desired Objective
Alert and keenly observant. Is seeking fresh avenues offering greater freedom and the chance to make the most of them. Wants to prove herself and to achieve recognition. Striving to bridge the gap which she feels separates her from others.

Your Actual Problem
The fear that she may be prevented from achieving the things she wants leads her into a relentless search for satisfaction in the pursuit of illusory or meaningless activities.

Your Actual Problem #2
Feels insufficiently valued in her existing situation, and is seeking different conditions in which she will have greater opportunity of demonstrating her worth.

bought the comic book i wanted. yet i started from 15 although the characters got married in bk 10. out of stock. hmm. touching story =x

kind of sian. just cant seem to start doing work and start mugging. went to the library to borrow some books, with sheryl and yip. then i started to read these small books with a few lines of words and lots of pics about 'love matters'(nt sure the name) and the 'blue day book'. rather inspirational. really can feel the impact on me.
amazon.com
think i really need alot of motivation to move on. btw, France won! heh heh. i think they should win with henry and zidane. obviously better than england la. heh heh. fans, don't kill me.

The Blue Day Book http://www.web-nerd.com/blueday/ by Bradley Trevor Greive

Everybody has blue days.
These are miserable days when you feel lousy,
grumpy,
lonely,
and utterly exhausted.
Just getting started seems impossible.
On blue days you can become paranoid
that everyone is out to get you.
(This is not always such a bad thing.)
You feel frustrated and anxious,
which can induce a nail-biting frenzy
that can escalate into a
triple-chocolate-mud-cake-eating
frenzy in a blink of an eye!
So how can you find that blissful "just sliding
into a hot bubble bath" kind of feeling?
It's easy.
First, stop slinking away from all those nagging issues.
It's time to face the music
Now, just relax.
Take some deep breaths.
(in through the nose and out through the mouth)
Try to meditate if you can.


ok...for the rest of it visit the web! hahas =x


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You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make
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eh i dont think so la =.= kind of serious la.

blearghs...did you think of anyone? kind of true ya? took this fr liyan's blog :)
how to tell in your are in love...
When you are together with that
special someone, you pretend to ignore
that person. But when that special someone is not
around, you might look around to find them.
At that moment, you are
in love.

Although there is someone else who always
makes you laugh, your eyes and attention might go only to that special someone.
Then, you are in love.

Although that special someone was supposed to
have called you long back,
to let you know of their safe arrival, your
phone is quiet.
You are desperately waiting for the call!
At that moment, you are in love.

You keep telling yourself,
"that special
someone is just a friend",
but you realize that you can not avoid that
person's special attraction.
At that moment, you are in love.

While you are reading this page, if someone
appears in your mind,
then u are in love with that person.



okay anyway, i don't know whether i have been tricked but yet reality seems to be so blinding. i mean i cant differentiate. yet i hope it is the truth. i don't know.

Confessions...
kept inside the inner mind.
Currently:
just like wind blowing me off my feet, i am engulfed by this darkness that makes me stand in solitude.
Covering,
pretending to be fine, yet feels something amiss.
Crying
inside but that's the only path
Coping
with the stress and memories that linger, causing the affliction of the mind.

Deep down you know it's best for yourself, but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn (Let it burn, whoa)
Let it burn (Let it burn)
Gotta let it burn
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
'Cause the feelin ain't the same
Find myself callin' her your name

A true dark horse! Which Journal Site Are You?

Elvish or Orcish What Language Are You?

this quizzes aren't really relevant but... hmm... heh heh, liang hock told me he saw claudio looking at shu yu chan--at youth park-- cos he saw his pic on friendster and... hahaha :D beta not embarrass anyone here !

i'm very lost here.
my current favourite show has ended. it's a repeat that maybe aired 4 years ago. but, it's really funny. yesterday i laughed like crazy, and today, wow there's a nice romantic ending. 'it started with a kiss'. okay, the storyline is damn lame, but it's really funny and touching. this girl (qin zi) loves the guy (ru jiang zhi shu , Takashi Kashiwabara)and does so many funny stuff for him, like buying a few cupboard full of amulets...playing the 'instrument' for him to sleep to be energised for the exam(but ends up waking him up). it's so funny! the sad part was when this guy, okay he is a genius, wants to become a doctor, the girl from a lousy class decides to be a nurse and goes to another part of the country, the girl didn't get to see this guy smile. okok. =.= it was damn sad la. but in the end, this girl came back after two years, (she spilt urine on the guy (doctor student now) as she was this trainee nurse), the guy became much warmer to her. yet, there's this pretty girl that sticks to him. and everytime qin zi was close to whoever she knew when she came back, every said they felt 'yao qi' as in demon la... haha in the end, the guy still chased after her and her voice was engulfing the guy. and again, damn funny!!!


(qin zi)


(ru jiang)

(ah jin) this guy likes qin zi and wants to be a good chef. he works in qin zi's dad's jap restaurant.

(the pretty girl li zi... a genius too...)





http://www.boomjp.com/stars/drama/kiss/kiss.htm
http://www.zhongshan.gd.cn/movies_city/japan/film/onekiss.htm

okay, should end all those crap. so we stayed in school for the haunted house, well... it was alright... before 11am chihoe,sheryl,keith,karthi especially, yinsy, lester and i were there talking about supernatural stories. and guess what, an ingenius idea from karthi's trip to disneyland has made us change our whole concept of the haunted house. i have started to think that this time we're not going to do anything great. especially when our dearest president of student council going to china ar. so many questions to ask... COSTUMES HOW? PEOPLE? NOMINATIONS? THEME? arr... this time, the whole concept has changed. we re-did the maze, and now the characters too... no time le... then the human resource is insufficient... i'm very sick of it already arh, have to stay back. and of course i'm not the worst person. other people stay back everyday! hmm...


You should be dating an Aquarius.
20 January - 18 February
Your mate is communicative, thoughtful and caring.
Though he/she can be tactless and rude and
sometimes self-interested, he/she enjoys the
intellectual experience of sex.


What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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gosh. written so much today. anyone knows where to buy the 'it started with one kiss' comic? or vcd? pls tell me... :) obsessed!

i admit i'm wrong but then i don't think friendships should be broken so easily.

didn't stay back for haunted house.i think i haven't got anything to do there, especially today. yesterday, though an extra, pulled it off. but don't want to feel the intensity there. bear bear's also kind of pissed, everyone's pissed. so glad we're changing places. yesterday we played in the maze, kind of fun, and then chihoe jumped out of the box and maha screamed. think our haunted house cum maze plan will succeed.

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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gosh from the previous time i did it, i'm still 16! hmm... yay i didn't become older...

Artist: Evanescence
Album: Daredevil Soundtrack
Title: My Immortal


I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
And though your still with me
I've been alone all along

kind of an old song, yet i played it so many times repeatedly and it accompanied me till i slept.

: : -----------------THE OBVIOUS---------------
* Name: melissa fu
* Nickname: lulu, dinho, AIRCON
* E-mail: mfxunru@yahoo.com . . .
* hair: Black
* Brothers/Sisters: 1 bro, 1 sis
* When is your bedtime?: 11-12 (obviously nitetime)
-----------------FRIENDS AND LIFE----------------
* Lyk anyone? : whahha
* Who do you go to for advice: my mind. erm mb yip?
* What's the best feeling in the world: love proclaimed (how romantic :') ]
* Worst Feeling: being backstabbed or lied to
* Ambition: psychologist (for now)

------------------FAVORITES------------------
* Colour: blue, pink, yellow (pastel)
* Day/Night: anything
* Summer/Winter: Summer
* Lace or satin: both alright
* Ice Cream: chocolate chip
* Subject: geog. highest mah. haha
* words: hao ba
* phrases/quotes: the future belongs to those who believe in the beauty in their dreams

------------------HAVE YOU EVER-----------------

* Ever been so drunk you blacked out: nah
* Missed school because it was raining: yah. great excuse!
* Been hurt emotionally: YES
* Kept a secret from everyone: hmm ya
* Had an imaginary friend: hello diary not considered, I talked to my friend! imaginary one. hoho
* Wanted to hook up with a friend: very hard leh
* Cried during a Movie: won't last time... but now... ya
* Cut your hair: always
* Been sarcastic: very

-----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
* Wearing: home clothes la
* I'm feeling: sick, i'm going for tuition later..
* Thinking about: what to write :)

------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN-----------------
* Yourself: i try
* Your friends: i dunno.
* Tooth Fairy: whaha used to! mb still!
* Destiny/Fate: i think there is something like tt but we can change it
* Angels: not so... but believe a little
* Ghosts: yup, i very superstitious arh!

______________________________________________________

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The Priss
Deliberate Brutal Love Dreamer (DBLDf)


Mature. Responsible. Aristocratic. Excuse me. The Priss.

Prisses are the smartest of all female types. You're highly perceptive, and confident in your judgements. You'd take brutal honesty over superficiality any time--your friends always know where they stand with you. You're completely unfake. Don't tell me that's not a word. You're also excellent at redirecting internal negative energy.

These facts indicate people are often intimidated by you. They also fall for you, hard. You have a distant, composed allure that many find irresistible. If only more of them lived up to your standards.


Your exact opposite:
The Playstation

Random Gentle Sex Master

You were probably the last among your friends to have sex. And the first to pretend that you're pregnant. LOL. Though you're inclined to use sex as weapon, at least it's not as one of mass destruction. You're choosier than most about your partners. A supportive relationship is what you're really after. Whether you know it or not, you need something steady & long-term. And soothing.


ALWAYS AVOID: The Playboy, The Loverboy

CONSIDER: The Manchild

saw this on another blog. what the... eh try it arh and post it too :)

yes and finally, i changed my template! nice right~ haha, there's this bit of mature look in it. gotta change, grown up yeah. haha~
mr ong and miss ng's wedding is tomorrow! and the 9 sec 4 netballers plus diana chew invited! not exactly sure where is it, but it's a 5 star hotel. if each of us give her a $30 hongbao, i guess it won't be enough but hey, she owes us marche!





okay and i'm off. heh heh, looking forward to yip's gathering too! :)

whacko!
that was kinda of lame, but really fun! chihoe,sheryl,ryan,yinsy,edwin c.,[purposely put together]yixuan,lester,cleo,[heh heh]shaoxun, shinye and of cos me! did i leave anyone out? hmm. oh plus keith and karthi who were there stoning. everyone was there sabo-ing each other!

SPRINTINGwith a box
cos we had to do our haunted house, we got these big cardboard from yinsy's mum's friend's shop. and then each of us [sheryl,chihoe,yinsy,keith and i] took turns to hold the box and sprinted all the way back to school and to the 4th storey music room. shit, i almost banged into a tree!

HaunTed HousE
well not as bad as expected, we are finally doing work! though it's like really difficult to do, we have taken the first step to victory man! by planning... haha, and...i got the best present ever well not the best but.. heh heh :)

three cheers to the people who came to help! shows that we are a bunch of responsible 'kids' ya... :)



The Chinese High School


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if i'm a guy maybe...

you are paleturquoise #AFEEEE

Your dominant hues are green and blue. You're smart and you know it, and want to use your power to help people and relate to others. Even though you tend to battle with yourself, you solve other people's conflicts well. Your saturation level is low - You stay out of stressful situations and advise others to do the same. You may not be the go-to person when something really needs done, but you know never to blow things out of proportion. Your outlook on life is bright. You see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.

the spacefem.com html color quiz

okay i am officially 16!
[as if it is good, it just means that i'm older.]
yup i can watch NC-16, but i think i rather watch cartoons and comedies! haha [what the...]
so, my birthday ended like that, but with a new twist at the end. heh heh, i'm partly sad yet partly overjoyed.wow just an "okay" can do wonders `````*
Hmm, i suddenly feel so lost in secondary school again after reading a friend's blog. mugging now? isit too early or too late? i'm just too lazy to start. well, so many things have happened during secondary school, and also primary school of course. but, these 3 and a half years seem to past very fast. in secondary one, we were all in the old hougang building. remember training. IPW as the fat girl. camp fire [pahethic]. secondary 2, the most fun year! didn't do much studying yet got so high marks. played vball everyday after sch.-until we were banned by ng- chalet. mahjong. :)
secondary 3. stupid stressful year. SARS. camp. finals. u-17.

sometimes things don't happen right, but it just leads to another finding that will cause your life to be much brighter.
bad things happen so you'll appreciate the good stuff. sometimes you can't get the things you want, that makes it more precious. yet, things you don't want get left on your doorstep. i'm not wanting anything. i'll sit there and wait. :)



cute?

a cool one ! heh heh

i'm so sian! my fairytale didn't happen~ heh heh. well anyway, watched the day after tomorrow with sheryl, yip, chihoe,ryan,shaoxun,ky,ken,joseph...the show's damn nicE! damn exciting! heh heh,but eating burger king was damn boring cos i stoned there, and i have really nothing to say. the topics weren't exactly what i wanted to say and then there was no cold things for me to add! :(
BAD ATTITUDE [haha]

hmm hmm, today... well...
kind of boring too, nothing much to do, but i didn't want to go play mahjong. not in the mood. and not now. i don't want to stone there again.
btw pissed off. yup very. my mood is gone. not even today i feel any bit of joy. my fairytale has also ended. yaya. it only started yesterday? haha yipling you know what i mean, i was smiling all the way right! haha don't puke... h a p p i n e s s ? lol. hmm, even thinking about it makes me feel a little bit happier. woo hoo. i'm getting my good mood back. FICKLE la.

Thanks people (esp wanlin with the cat with the legs and the tail with the ribbon!) for making my birthday better! and sorry la ho chi hoe, didn't wanna go mahjong session--haha!

tomorrow's the chinese exam... haven't been 'bia-ing'!
so complicated the things have became... just forgive and forget will be my only solution to the problem! so you guys... hmm...
that 70's show linkie
heh heh, the song's not as nice here...


michael learns to rock. new album. their songs have travelled such a long time with me. "paint my love" one of their best songs. so touching. hmm, there's a long winding road, where does it lead to? sometimes things cannot go back to the original position because it just leads to another thing that is meaningful?


What Color is Your Brain?
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i have my msn msg back!
ptc. pressurised by chung. compared to shaoxun (vball la... but still do so well), Qiao Yun (study so hard), and zhiyen(netball)! my class position improved, luckily not top 10 from behind... heng arh... haha, really like the o.c song! [taken fr:tiger.towson.edu/users/jfreed5/the_oc]




We’ve been on the run
Driving in the sun
Looking out for number one
California, here we come
Right back where we started from

Hustlers grab your guns
Your shadow weighs a ton
Driving down the 101
California, here we come
Right back where we started from

California (California...) here we come

On the stereo
Listen as we go
Nothing's gonna stop me now
California, here we come
Right back where we started from

Pedal to the floor
Thinking of the roar
Gotta get us to the show
California, here we come
Right back where we started from

California (California...) here we come
California, California, here we come, oh...
(Musical Interlude)
California, California, here we come (start quieter)
California, California, here we come (loud again)
California, California, here we come
California, California, here we come..., oh...

"California" - Phantom Planet

Pop punk... I'm not really that fond of you, but
you can churn out some good stuff... Old punk
doesn't really like you but you couldn't care
less...besides it's all about having fun isn't
it?


What genre of rock are you?
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back again here. why am i talking to a non-exsistent being? maybe it can't even be defined as a being. time flies. hmm, in no more than half a year's time, we will be separated. liyan's testimonial reminded me of that. so, isn't that what i'm waiting for? yet, every thought of it makes me fear of the days to come. what o lvls? maybe not only that. your friends will be gone and living their own lives. maybe we'll update ourselves. things will change, people do, physically maybe but more mentally so. will we be still talking like tt to each other without being awkward or far apart?
i look forward yet fear the day we graduate.

listening to feelin' this. eh. so worried about meeting the teacher? heh heh take it easy la. what can the teacher do, eat you up? i didn't know your dad is so strict one arh, silent monster! haha...
finally found mel ng's web! haha, such a long time since i met her... guess she's really different, cos my impression of her is a nerdy looking girl with china doll hair and spects on! we used to call her blur queen or something like tt! no offence =x! heh heh, she changed la! (from her pics...)
chinese o levels coming up, gosh... after the briefing, really scared arh... hmm register 11! gotta be my lucky no. heh heh...


that 70's show ended yesterday!!!

okay, i was about to put lyrics here but i have become damn pissed for some reason and because of some reason that totally swept me off my mood. i am PISSED!!!
okok... relax...well, i finally know what direction i'll be heading to, and hmm realised the complicated lives people do have. well, i am really disappointed in one person, but maybe he does have a reason for doing all those bad stuff to his friends, okay not me, but his friends are also so close to me. maybe i have to check it out and see... maybe he does have a reason for doing things like that...

why isit so damn freaky that every blog states how they love their so called 'partners'? gosh. and then they really believe they will last forever? yep as what one 'smart' guy said, what couples do now is to chat on msn everyday and break up when they quarrel. heh heh, some couples do get married but isit just 5%? a question. do you think that one will actually die for true love in the present world?
well, i see a couple in school, broke up and patched x100, the other couple broke up because of a girl and went back together, but it is so damn obvious the guy has a change of heart... eee why am i writing this...
haha, anyway at home we played star search. hey i give you 3 stars for reading this, cos you haven't commented? haha. (- - )'''

You totally trust your partner in every single way. SO if you find out that she/he lied to you or played a game this trust is broken. You may try to forgive your other but this will be very difficult

1) laughing at how yip fell down!
2) saw someone's underpants (half of a butt!) and laughed it off with yip and sheryl ... black colour lar...
3) spongebob squarepants joke... living in a pineapple under the sea :)
lalala...spastic



Artist: Blink 182
Album: Blink 182
Title: I Miss You

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time

And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

actually wanted to put this song on the blog... well, but seems rather saddening arh... it's like damn difficult to get good results... watching huan zhu ge ge last episode... haha, abit stupid to be hooked up on it after watching it before... oh well...

What Name Should You Have? by Lauren

harlo people. such a long long time since i blogged. okay mid yrs are over now. improved from the last time esp physics and combined humanities(woohoo...) but it hasn't been really satisfactory. well, yesterday went to hcjc concert, erm, it was not exactly really music appreciation cos some hcjc people were talking behind us. yep, went with meijie, david, kelvin, lilian, jasmine. omg just knew kelvin for 5 minutes he offered to buy drinks for us and then he wanted to play dare or dare. he saw this girl and wanted to ask her number right away, but he saw her bf... (- -)''' so anyway he went to look for this cjc girl around the whole of cineleisure up to the bowling alley place okay... and he was always saying he was so shuai! err... but then it's a gd thing that he can appreciate and tell lame jokes, though it's like his jokes are not even funny at all, can't even feel the coldness within... C H I M !
in the end we went home like about 11pm plus, then can't even find a place to eat except for 7 11... shucks...
okay anyway, since that day when i said i wanted to see how steven a.k.a beansprout look like, mike has told the whole wide world that i liked him. pls lar, beansprout leh! siasuay lar.
HAUNTED HOUSE?
actually i was thinking the whole thing shouldn't be like a maze lar, because it would cause confusion. how about this, a 'ghost or monster' showing the way for the 5 participants and then they play ghostly games like treasure hunt liddat and in the end finish the whole thing with the winner and the winner gets a prize? it's like the chung cheng high main one lo...

so scary, 'o' levels coming. 31st may! eh... *hint hint* if you get what i mean ! :)

haha.what should i say. exams are here? i created a secret blog...woohoo... :) then i can complain whatever i like.

1) skipped x-country
the sec 4 netballers all got top 10! haha and the FOOs do rock! we didn't go...
2)bought hoe hoe lollipop :)
went with Grace lar, and alicia too... so hard deciding Grace's present at ranin' cats and dogs. haha chihoe's present damn cheap arh! =.= lar. mother's day coming and dad's birthday too. and haven't buy some presents.
3)thought about it. so why ponder?
some times things can't go backwards lar.
4)ta hai shi bu dong?
but who cares? only a mircale can help! should i tell? no i should not.
5) biology is killing me.
been studying like shit for it, and now it cant get into my head! bio prac tomorrow! hmm.

and my msn. i can't get in cos i didn't 'update' the version.
and my bluey_mel e-mail. hacked.
and there's 2.4 tomorrow.

where there is great love, there are always wishes.
ta hai shi bu dong.


the song
decided to put this here again.



You have a heartsick soul! Youre the type of girl
who always has a crush and is writing their
name on all your books. You are a hopeless
romantic. Waiting for that prince charming, you
take love seriously, but still play any chance
you get. You can have a lot if boys who are
friends, but waiting for that perfect
boyfriend. Sometimes you are discouraged
because there are no sparks but even if the
smallest thing happens, youre on Cloud 9. You
believe in true love and wait for it. Just dont
be afraid to take a chance. Love is all about
risks.


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you should see how yip fell! haha don't kill me yip...
she was about to pounce on me and then i moved forward.
she stood up at first but lost her balance! she rolled! haha... damn funny!
hmm don't understand the unpredictable smile. sometimes warm.
sometimes the gaze kills. the unpredictable person, the first time there's a true smile, yet
giving the cold gaze again. maybe it's one step forward, and three steps backwards.

maybe ta hai shi bu dong.
:)

ta hai shi bu dong.


the song

top 4 in nationals... 4th....national anthem played...honoured... :)
haha the new seating arrangement is not bad. didn't know the dog is so damn lame... so cold! aiyo, really starting to warm up, and the new pair in class yipling and david??? haha don't kill me but then the dog has sort of matchmade them... well...not true lar, don't think they will like each other ! haha.
okay so outside the seating arrangement, i mean other stuff, grala can't recognise trier lo! if trier you are reading this, if you know her better you will get what i mean! hahas... didn't go for combined school, don't wanna get in netball le lar... see how people kill themselves for the ball, i don't think i will be muh bothered. but after watching acjc play, i erm, sort of changed my mind. see lar, i always contradict myself! hmm... haha

questions ng asked
what i learnt for netball this yr:
1)movements as a shooter ... (- .- )''
2)defend the front ball ...(* . * )
3) M.A.C haha !!!

proud of myself:
1)knowing more sec 3s... ya lar M>A>C!
2) vs SCGS ! almost 100% accuracy...

oh well, after this year i may not be playing netball le! retired! woohoo... finally! and then i will join library, IT haha... see lar... 15.4.2004 will be my last professional match~ haha i make myself sound so pro! lalala =x omgoodness, i'm 42! check out http://hblcl.y365.com/jp/year.htm .
Punk! My kind of friend. You could care less what
other ppl think of you. You want friends who
like you for who you are and not what you have.
I mean, sure, sometimes you stick fries up your
nose, but thats ok. People love you because you
crack them up immensly! Your amoung friends!
Rate my quiz fellow Homie!


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where there is great love, there are always wishes.

we lost to rvh by four and it's really my fault... my shooting was horrible... and yes, my shooting is inaccurate and inconsistent. we'll play rgs tomorrow! JIAYOU!
hmm, going to concourse yesterday was fun...we ran away from the toilet cos it was to creepy and we got lost because I was giving directions... whahaha... then sport's day today... HELLO I DON'T THINK LONG LEGS=RUN FAST!
the netball store was great...overwhelming!~ haha. a shocker happened today, but shall not write it here... oh anyway mb i am just too cold but so what... lalala... cya...

btw su what e-mails you want?

one more school to beat and we're in top 4...think we'll lose to rgs, cos the GA is damn fast and seems that even the sec 4s aren't from the main team... but never mind, just beat rvh in the top 8 rounds and we'll meet ij tp in the semis... which we will lose... haha, or maybe a miracle will happen??? hmm...

You are a normal angel. Innocent and pure. Full of
light and hope. You love to be around others,
and really know how to have a good time. You
enjoy hanging around with mortals. You like ti
sing, which you are great at, and like to have
others near you. People are naturally attracted
to your bubbly personaliy, and love to be
around you. Normal angels are always popular,
and have lots of fans. You are happy go lucky,
with an interesting out look on the world.

Though you have experienced pain, that is all
behind you now. You see the bright side to
things, and are always there to help a person
in need. You are quite pretty, with a childish
air, though you know more than others think.

You are a really friendly person. But can be a tad
selfish at times.

You are bright and full of energy.

Better get my shades!


What Type Of Angel Have You Become?
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now in school... my com's like so 'hacked into'... haha sort out what should i be thinking and now is so damn stressed lo... sians...haha gtg b4 it rains... cya...