Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside look inside to your soul~
Saturday, September 01, 2007
HAPPYBIRTHDAY FOO ZHIWEI!
1100- search for foo zhiwei's "cake" tt we din find. so we bought chocs.
1145- thai express FREE LUNCH! the "vomit in the hand" plus "flying food" started. LOL
high school musical 2 competition -.-"!
1300- SHOPPING
1400- minds cafe
1430- zhiwei's hc friends came
1615- dessert at raffles city
1530- SHOPPING
1900- grandma's house
what a busy day im super tired.
i should NOT come online anytime soon. :(
Friday, August 31, 2007
today is a weird but happy day. too many weird things happening. haha! first, i had to accompany my grandpa to some FOO clan association thingy thats somewhere at geylang/kallang area. okay we got there and im totally stunned by their stuff there although it's not very big or anything. so i'm from the 30th generation and the aunty there was from the 32nd. OH IM OLD. lol! then she asked me to join the youth section -.-"! OH KAY. what a weird place.
then i went shopping with diana PLUS TEA TOO OMG I LOOK LIKE A GLUTTON WITH THE CHOC PLUS BANANA CAKE AT SECRET RECIPE.
ITS SUPER BIG CAN COMPARED TO THE CHOC MUD CAKE OR DUNNO WHAT ITS CALLED. im fat la bloody hell! so anw diana chew ate more of it. hahaha! then shopped yay i bought a dress SUPER CHEAPLY HOHOHO DAMN HAPPY! okay and before that someone tapped me which made me jump. IT WAS KARTHI. and guess what! maha's in town!!! WITH JES STUPID SPONGEBOB!! OOOOMG again. and maha will be in singapore FOR TODAY ONLY. YAYS again that i got to see her!
so for dinner we went to little india cos she wanted to eat curry fish head. and RENXIN WAS THERE TOO. so i asked him "oh they asked you to come also ah" you know, the usual "starting sentence" LOL and WTH RENXIN ACTUALLY MET MAHA AND JES AT CITYLINK TOO! WHAT A SMALL WORLD MY GOODNESS! then we took pics and stuff! upload next time!
OMG IM HAPPY I SAW THEM! I MISS MY SECONDARY SCHOOL DAYS LIKE MAD!
AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSIE LIM THE PENTAGON!
Thursday, August 30, 2007
dinner dinner! nice dessert rite! the bowl looks like a basin la diao i was laughing when the food came and the waiter told me "it's good to smile when the food is good." -.-"! DIAO. cousin foo looks happy HAHAHA!
and this song.. YOU CANT STOP THE BEAT! SUPER HIGH SONG MAN! I WANNA WATCH THAT SHOW!! HAIRSPRAY!
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
WAKE UP CALL- MAROON 5
I didn't hear what you were saying. I live on raw emotion baby I answer questions never maybe And I'm not kind if you betray me. So who the hell are you to say we Never would have made it babe.
If you needed love Well then ask for love Could have given love Now I’m taking love And it’s not my fault Cause you both deserve What is coming now So don’t say a word
Wake up call Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed Don't you care about me anymore? Don’t you care about me? I don't think so. Six foot tall Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead He won't come around here anymore Come around here? I don't think so.
Would have bled to make you happy You didn't need to treat me that way And now you beat me at my own game And now I find you sleeping soundly And your lovers screaming loudly Hear a sound and hit the ground
If you needed love Well then ask for love Could have given love Now I’m taking love And it’s not my fault Cause you both deserve What’s coming now
So don’t say a word
Wake up call Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed Don't you care about me anymore? Don’t you care about me? I don't think so. Six foot tall Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead He won't come around here anymore Come around here? I don’t feel so bad, I don’t feel so bad, I don’t feel so bad
I'm so sorry darling Did I do the wrong thing? Oh, what was I thinking? Is his heart still beating?
Wake up call Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed Don't you care about me anymore? Don’t you care about me? I don't think so. Six foot tall Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead He won't come around here anymore Come around here anymore? I don’t feel so bad
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Honestly what will become of me I don't like reality It's way too clear to me But really life is daily We are what we don't see We missed everything daydreaming.
the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day until the feeling went away.
Monday, August 27, 2007
wearing stripes is bad. super clash! anyway caught ratatouille yest.the show was oookay, and i saw benjamin the campus superstar guy lol. (jealous rite julia tan!)
i wanna watch hairspray though!
omg i am having a headache and the music is like blasting.
the one week deadline is almost over and the point i am at now is merely just past the maximum point of the quadratic curve. weird way of describing things.
teachers' day celebrations today.
i have the lisa simpson one! :p (erm actually i bought 4 of 'em last night hahaha)
another random thing: NICE SONG! from HOEHOE'S BLOG! Silver Lining, by Rilo Kiley.
and i'm not going back into rags or in the hole. and our bruises are coming, but we will never fold. and i was your silver lining, as the story goes. i was your silver lining, but now i'm gold.
hurray, hurray, i'm your silver lining. hurray, hurray, but now i'm gold.
and i was your silver lining, high up on my toes. while you were running through fields of hitchhikers, as the story goes.
hurray, hurray, i'm your silver lining. hurray, hurray, but now i'm gold.
hurray, hurray, i'm your silver now. hurray, hurray, but now i'm gold.
and the grass, it was a' tickin' and the sun was on the rise. i never felt so wicked, as when i willed our love to die. and i was your silver lining, as the story goes. i was your sliver lining, but now i'm gold. hurray, hurray, i'm your silver lining. hurray, hurray, but now i'm gold.
goodbye world!
Sunday, August 26, 2007
oh man, she's damn cute!
Friday, August 24, 2007
mock exams starts on 1st oct! WTHHHHHHH! madness!!!
watching high school musical 2:
EVERDAY Once in a lifetime Means there's no second chance So I believe that you and me Should grab it while we can
Make it last forever And never give it back
Its our turn now And I'm loving where we're at
Because this moment's all we have
Everyday of our lives Wanna find your there Wanna hold on tight Gonna run, while we're young And keep the faith Everyday from right now Gonna use our voices and scream out loud Take my hand Together we will celebrate (celebrate) Oh, Everyday
They say that you should follow And chase down what you dream But if you get lost and lose yourself What does it really mean? No matter where we're going It starts from where are There's more to life when we listen to your hearts And because of you I've got the strength to start Yeah yeah yeah
Everyday of our lives Wanna find your there Wanna hold on tight Gonna run, while we're young And keep the faith Everyday from right now Gonna use our voices and scream out loud Take my hand Together we will celebrate (celebrate) Oh, Everyday
You take it back Do it again together Its better like that And stronger now than ever We're not gonna lose Cuz we get to choose That's how its gonna be
Everyday of our lives Wanna find your there Wanna hold on tight Gonna run, while we're young And keep the faith Everyday from right now Gonna use our voices and scream out loud Take my hand Together we will celebrate (celebrate) Oh, Everyday
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
FROM DIANA CHEW zzz.hahas. think i've played this like how many times i think i'll repeat myself again.lazy to tag others lol.
Each player of this game starts off with TEN weird habits or little known things about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own TEN weird or little known facts about yourself as well as state these rules clearly. At the end, you must choose 6 people to tag and list their names. NO TAG BACKS.
1.i used to cry alot when i was young. especially during kindergarten. nursery-->half a year. and in k2 i promised my mum i'll cry for ONLY 3 days HAHAHA. 2.i'm afraid of the overhead bridge that leads to thomson plaza. super scary. 3.i got in TAF in primary school but told the others that the teachers made a mistake :p! 4.some guy lol i still remember his name called me "big white shark" in p1 or 2 so i decided to go on a "strict" diet (3 meals tho' with apples as snacks.im a smart kid) 5.i have drawn serious portraits of 3 friends before. lol. (voluntarily) 6.i can recite a "poem/song" in hainanese! HAHAHA. 7.i used to think i can talk to plants when i was young hurhur. 8.i used to read time while eating snacks every sunday while my mum played jackpot so sad. 9.i hope to be a children's book writer!someday! 10.diana chew used to be my idol! hoho! (okay you can see that i have nothing else to write hahaha)
i have been slacking today. well shawn and keely came to AJ today aiyo the others went mad. lol but as usual i don't like them although keely is quite cute!haha. was supposed to pon sch today but had geog consultation o.o okay not bad, shall ask her more questions next time!
and i don't know la. hahaha everyone says that my taste sucks. i myself think my taste sucks. cannot help it laaaaaaaa :p!
and suddenly, i find acting cute quite alright ^^ this is SO UNLIKE ME. LOL!
Monday, August 20, 2007
SHIT HAPPENS.
LIFE SUCKS.
MY TASTE SUCKS. TSK TSK. says: a scandal a day...keeps the boredom away mah
so true, so true.
Sunday, August 19, 2007
"It's beyond me, I cannot carry the weight of a heavy world So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight.. Goodnight, hope that things work out all right"
i just deleted the whole chunk of stuff that i wrote here and perhaps it's cos i don't know who will read it and i wonder who will be or have been there constantly around me to understand what i am thinking now. people keep appearing and disappearing it's not fun anymore. now it's school school school math geog econs GP physics to look forward to. except the teachers vs students match back in sec sch. and cousin's birthday have caused more of my brain cells to die.guess we should just boycott it :p! things cannot stay the same.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
maybe i should dedicate this post to JULIA TAN. i shall not put her picture here although i realised i have like _____ pictures of her, mostly unglam ones on my com. EH WTH hahahaha. 1) talked to people on my msn WTH i do this to others, they dont do this to me!tsk. 2) told me she has bad luck. won lucky draw and the company closed down. i thought it's like a coincidence but i think it's true. she gave me 2 no.s to buy 4D hahahaha and one was 2008. THANKS MAN cannot buy.. "sold out". and wth! the number came out tonight. OH MY LA! 3) xx pointed to his face and asked me to slap him. when he knows that i won't. thanks ar. you all win YOU ALL WIN OKAY. TSK TSK.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
it's the 900th post! time flies~
it's like ___ years since i met the primary school people.. and i met like jiang and fengyi yesterday! oh my i still remember how jiang looks like when she was younger. oh her sacarsm hasn't changed one bit. tsk tsk. camwhoring was quite fun. shall post the pics once she comes online! quite sad eh but she's going to reed college on sat! (she says that she's the only singaporean to go there this year 0.0) HAHA OKAY. well i think all of us have gone through so much stuff, if we were to meet now instead of 7 years ago, will we be good friends and so on. and what will happen in 5 years time. this is so weird. everyday at AJC i get to see mfps and even the exterior of our old classroom. weird. haha and wth, our topic still revolves around PEK LIANG HOCK. omg la. you're seriously damn important. HAHAHHA.
i just watched "secret" today with julia,xx,kl and sandhya. the show's quite nice la i think jay's piano skills is really damn zai. the storyline was okay maybe cos huimin told us the story before we watched it already. lol. but this is really the first time i hear jay chou speak properly and the first time he really talks THAT MUCH la. lol. and i think the 3rd party prettier ooooops.
i have a sudden concept in my mind. my kind of utopia. the simple life. the simple thoughts. i was thinking about evil beings that are existent in our world today. but in my world, there will be none. LOL! sounds like a kiddo.
actually i think GP has opened up some parts of my mind. lol perhaps im going mad. i'm actually amazed by some compre passage that we're doing now. something on HOPE.
" in good times, say those who approve of optimism, hope is a prompt yet to better things; in bad times it is a comfort, because it sustains the idea of relief or rescue, of reward or at least justic at last. Even at the very worst, when we accept that hopes deceive, we recognise that the nevertheless provide an 'agreeable route'."
isn't that so true?
AND! lastly, i think the photo i took with foozhiwei is so much nicer. TAN KANG SENG AND JULIA TAN, please dispel all evil thoughts!!!
Friday, August 10, 2007
but i rather stay in secondary school and BE GREEN LA! life's boring! so i've changed the song here: wall to wall-chris brown! makes me a little bit HIGHER. no happy thing to make me HIGH la. boring.
cant wait for sunday think i'm going shopping. so i should be grateful and dwell in my boredom for now. zzzz. so these few days i've been trying to explain the kind of feeling of winning as a team to some people but i think i've failed quite terribly. and i made someone angry. i seriously didn't mean to but now i'm afraid to talk to him. and he is usually good tempered. think i really did make him very angry. this is weird cos i tell him all my nonsense. so i guess i should stop my zi-siaoing. :(
homework time!
Thursday, August 09, 2007
i got his from pear! nice eh!
and everyone is hit by the umbrella syndrome. EEEEEEKS LA. says :ella ella says: selina hebe ella ella
and the CHINESE VERSION:
says: ni ke yi zhan zai wo de yu shan xia shan xia xia xia a a a
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY ANYWAYS!
LOY SINGS: "HEY HEY YOU YOU I DONT LIKE YOUR GAY FREN" HAHAHAHAHAH DAMN COOL!
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
wanted to watch the jay chou show today. but in the end i got ps-ed FOR THE FIRST TIME and julia tan couldn't watch the 1235 show cos SHE WILL BE GOING TO HONGKONG (guess she is in hongkong already)! SO SINCE I GOT PANGSEH-ED (and julia couldn't watch the show,) i went for the kbox session with the class instead. the songs i know how to sing are super outdated PLEASE SEND ME NEW CHINESE SONGS!hahaha. in the end we started to sing english songs.. those which were damn popular but died out and now labelled as gross for eg. baby one more time HAHAHAHAHA.
shopping at city hall! with guanjing. omg sale. OMG SALE. but i didn't buy anything damn sad. cousin fool came. then SOBA!( YES LA!) at paragon. i was like smiling when i was eating hahahha the sashimi wabiang is damn nice la! yucks cant stand people who um chio LOL! then walked around.........
OH YA and the national day celebrations. AJ RACE OOOOOOOOKAY. why didn't we win anything! damn sad la. that's all. WTH tmr must chiong homework. SO MUCH HOMEWORK LA. OUT TO KILL. AND JULIA TAN BETTER BUY ME SOMETHING FROM HONGKONG!!!
cya then!
Sunday, August 05, 2007
I SAW SUPERMINYI TODAY ! lol! the world is small and i guess we have great affinity!lol.the days of project spanish.
haha. cannot stand the super ACT CUTE, super DRAMATIC, super ZI LIAN "flounder" COUSIN OF MINE. seriously sent by god to irritate us! hahahahaha.
this "ella ella eh..........." sentence has been repeating in my mind. anyway guan jing's china friend really drowned me in her chim chinese and she didn't believe that i got A1 for 'o' level chinese okay! WHAT IS THIS! my chinese is like pro. look at julia tan for one :p! HAHAHAHAHA sorry ar, had to use your name. heh!
I HATE SCHOOL I HATE SCHOOL I HATE SCHOOL! I DONT WANT TO SEE MY TEACHERS. THEY ARE ALL SO FIERCE. BUT I WANT TO SEE MY FRIENDS. BBFL *wInKz* WE CAN PLAY CATCHING OR DO WORK TOGETHER. :(
haha the trauma of going to school.
The perfect words never crossed my mind, 'cause there was nothing in there but you, I felt every ounce of me screaming out, But the sound was trapped deep in me,.
Saturday, August 04, 2007
I've had enough Of this parade I'm thinking of The words to say We open up Unfinished parts Broken up It's so mellow And when I see you then i know it will be next to me And when I need you then I know you will be there with me I'll never leave you.
hello to my newfound, long forgotten songs. hello travis, again.
school has been crazy these few days since i've decided to stop ponning lectures and stuff. haha the first time i decided to go physics lecture last week, was the first time the teacher came to check on us.
anyway, i feel a little disconnected from the world outside.
i don't know what the others are doing.
my world has been revolving around school and muggers. haha.
i'm afraid for myself since my results suck and also afraid of the reality that we've to go our separate ways soon.
Friday, August 03, 2007
never explain yourself to anyone because the person likes you doesnt need it, and the person who dislikes you wont believe it.
something diana sent,true eh.
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
whats mine is yours to leave or take, whats mine is yours to make your own.