i haven't been here for awhile..there are some people who don't know about my new blog, and i don't intend to publicise it anyway. truthfully it's sad that i lost friends along the way that don't seem to come back anymore. or i guess it's trust issues, or just because i am not worthwhile as a friend. to you if i have tried to explain myself i would say that i have treated you as a friend and i understand how friendships are difficult to come by.certainly we may have started out on a wrong note, i may have been bitchy at the start, but i don't put on pretence for THAT long.
it really bugs me.it does.i don't like to be hated or disliked, who does?
i mean if i don't like you i would say it. like the stupid pigass crass whatever shit head i bitch about her almost everyday.although someone said im falling for her trick but thanks you make my life more enjoyable because i get to bitch about you. although i tried to give some people face cos of connections blablabla but it just makes my blood BOIL when i try to subdue it.i mean right, if you really don't like someone, why pretend to be nice and all? the first time pigass crass talked to me after some incident i immediately looked at another and gave that WTF face? and ohman you can even dine infront of me all smiley WTF?!?!?!?!?!

i admit i love to bitch about people and due to certain reasons at the start i may be damn mean, but i would say through time most of these people that i really talk to, after a while my opinion will change and i certainly take them as my friends. if i bother to explain means i care.

REALLY.and this really bugs me.
okay END OF RANT.